Believe and Faith

Speeding?Weird, i am speeding again, along with a proton, tail-gating people(which i hate it so much when people did it on me). I usually speed when there are less cars in the road...... but not this time around. He flashes the car in front of me that blocked our way, and i did the same, weird. Of course, you know buatan Malaysia, how to fight with a Japan made product even the machine is more then 10 years...

If you wonder why people like speeding, its not hard to get the answer. Basically speeding can give you a sense of "high", pumping adrenaline to your whole body. As for people with more "testestrone", basically they just want to win, win everybody, like the Ah Bengs that drive Proton with the cheap LED light...... Big Eksos, they got no sense of beauty at all by modifying their car with their own bad taste. If you got offended by me, then most probably you are one of them. Else, you will agree on what i've said.

Back to the point, why am i speeding again. Its even worst than last time i drive. There are always some reasons which i cant list them down here... I am rebellious, really i am if you know me long enough. Oh, not to forget, speeding reduce some distress as well : ). Which is a good thing for you little gals and guys. Stress, i've been in stress-pool recently. Really, the problems are like...... all coming out at once and they strangle me, but i hope they end at once. So sometimes its nice to leave me alone, and i need more space for myself and doing the things that i like.

I asked a few people about me recently. They give me all different type of answers. Some good some bad, some apply some are not even me when they are saying...gosh. And i found out that feedbacks on me change according to the different circle of friends. The friends that i know since secondry school which talk from time to time. Some are the friends i know more the first or second year in college, and some are those they i know from business department, and some are my best friends. The commnets they gave untill i also dun know who i am already sometimes.

Emotions are like Yo-Yo these few days, up and down, back to the top again and fall to the bottom again. I found myself stuffing my stomach with more and more food, i think this is a sickness which i forget what is it but perhaps someone can tell me(YO!!!, Especially the psychology students out there, sure got some beautiful term for me right? Hehe, no offence). Beside eating and speeding, i am facing the screen longer than facing people. I hope i will not make a U-turn back to my Form 3 and 4 behaviour this time...

Like what my aunt said, i am a question child, cause i ask a lot from her, this and that and everything. But i know is a good thing that she said i am finding myself, searching the path.

Not forget to mentioned, if you happened to bump into my site, which i doubt it. Thanks for everything you did for me in Hong Kong. I learned a lot from the things you told me although some i dont agree on it. I will pay you back the so called " investment".

Believe and faith is what i must have now. Besides that, disipline. Good luck for you Yong Jia. Muy Bien, thats all. 兵来将挡，水来土淹。That is what i always believe.