I Started a Joke

I started a joke. Which started the whole world crying.
But, I didn't see that the joke was on me.
Oh, no, I started to cry.
Which started the whole worldlaughing.
Oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.
I looked at the skies, Running my hands over my eyes.
And I fell out of bed.
Hurting my heads from things that I said.
Till I finally died. Which started the whole world living.
Oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.


I always try to act smart that i know everything, in fact, i dont know anything. I realised my chances are getting close,
close to the person that i wanted so much,
close to the person that i dream of everyay,
the person that i wanted so badly,
the person that i think i can be together with,
the person that i can share my ups and down,
that i can take care of,
that i can hold on to,
that i can tell her how much do i love her everyday,
the person that i can do anything for her ,
that i can see her sleeping beside me everyday,
that i can see the first smile of her everyday,
that the person that i think everyday,
the person that i feel inside me,
the person that i rather share my bad times with than someonelese,
the person that i need,
the person that i can wake up early in the morning to make he breakfast,
the hands that i can hold when she feels cold,
that i can take care when shes sick,
the person that i can put the blanket on her everynight
the person that i can cover her eyes with my hands when the sun shins into

However, one day i realised, these things can only happened in my dream, that i am so far away from, that i cant hold on to. I realised that i am losing the person that i wanted so much, that i dreamt of everyday, the person that.......

Maybe someday we will see again, and the time you will look into my eyes and call me your friend, and maybe its my time to move on, its time to en a joke.