Fake

yeah, there are various kind of people in this world, kind, good, bad, selfish, yeah, every kind. Some are good and some are bad. Well, sometimes, you got to deal with these kinda people, they competes, the pretend, the cover themselves with masks. So you got to be careful, find someone that you really can trust. One for all, and all for one.

One more thing, don't treat matters as serious one. But certain amount of pressure will kept you motivate. Of course, dont go to the extent untills it bother you and it haunt you untill you are down. Seek help from friends that you "think"  you can trust definitely. Lifes are full of problems, is a pathway that you must go thru, find, go find something that you can rely on. Be hard , be tough, no one will actually help you up if you are not helping yourself. Anyway, life is not a problem that you must solve seriously, so just let it be.

How to make yong jia

How to make a jia
Ingredients:3 parts mercy3 parts humour1 part empathy
Method:Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add fitness to taste! Do not overindulge!

today's diary

Finally, done my midterms, well, i think this is a not bad one thou.....things that you study came out, case study that you spoted came out as well, at least, it is not something like psychology, not making sense, not applicable, and non realistic. Opps....dear fellow, dun bang me on this, come on, i am just trying to say something that come out from  my mind.

So, as a results, i am going to play hard for the next few days, since one of my philosophy is, play hard, study smart. :) Well, dun try to hard to solve your lifes problem, it may never come to an end, just live it, because it is not a thing that you must solve, right !?

I am just asking, i am not fierce right, mun khui, pls, say something.

looking back!

You always say,
that i am too late,
it broken my fragile heart,
but, i am not giving up,
i am not picking up the pieces,
i feel so broken and intend to give up,
but i havent try, 
because i wanted to give you a strike,
to tell you and let you know,
there's just no one that can get me like you do.
 
you, are the reason for me to keep going,
the reason for me to keep motivate,
a girl that i can't resist,
a mate that i always wanted,
literate, stylish,quiet and kissable,
So, from here, i want to scream my lungs out,
that you are my only one.
 
I want to be the one that share your ups and downs,
to stay right beside you,
to make myself breath easy,
i know that i need you,
to help me make it through all the night,
you gave me my the strenght,
and i can't let go of you. 
 
Well,I know that it might seema bit too late,
but i need you, so i got to find a way, to tell you that i love you.
I dont want to spend another night alone,
at this empty time.
 
In here, i make you as my vision,
you will be the best that i ever had,
you are the unspoken of a knowing feeling,
i will just follow my heart,
and eventually i will get it right.
 
 

Please, read my code!!

I want the words
something you haven't heard
will I find them and
will I have what it takes to say them
in the world beside
this one there are no lies and
no suspicion
only dreams without end

You gotta feel what I mean
Look into my eyes and know
I'm trying to come clean
But I stumble every time
And then the words they escape
fail to take shape
It's all in the code now , come on, feel it

Feel what I mean
Look into my eyes and know
I'm trying to come clean
But I stumble every time
And then the words they escape
fail to take shape
It's all in the code now, so i cant make.

Will you let me retract let me take it back
Sometimes my words lack and my mind flies off the track
What I'm trying to convey is miles from what I say
And you slip away

I been trying to transmit a feeling
I been hoping you receive what I'm revealing
See the main thing is hang with me and relate
As we communicate watch out
Fenced in like a dog between houses
Balled up by the trouble my mouth gets
Wrapped up in the things that I don't know
don't you know
Hoping that you crack the code oh

The first to crack the code
(You may not think I'm ready to have your love again) oh oh
(You may not think I'm ready)
You are the first to crack my code

I want the words
something you haven't heard
will I find them and
will I have what it takes to say them

Didn't I know I'm wrong wrong wrong when you knew
You didn't have to give me so long long long to see through
Not predictable what I will do but you know
Cause you cracked the code

Your body is a country
that you know I'll return to
craving like a family heirloom
that I am into
no baby how could I follow
everything you do
just remember when we touch
I feel so renewed

The first to understand me that would be you
It can't work if we can't be open and true
The best thing to happen to me let it be told
That would be the moment that you cracked my code oh oh

DedaDE

Ya, right, first one here.