Listen

missing you like mad
missing you like crazy
which one is more killing?
which one is more suffering?

wanna be with you when you are down
wanna be with you when you are happy
sharing the ups and downs
just wanna be around

distance is the obstacle
time is the barrier
trusting is the key
i hope you believe in me

when i can be with you
i know i have found my home
when i am alone with you
i know i am a whole
when you are here with me
i cant believe this could be

i can assure with words i say
you will never be in dismay
i could always stay awake
just to walk thru all the ways
and i hope i will never be too late

everytime i look at you
baby sure i'll see something new
cant you tell,
you have been all over me like a evil spell

since the day i meet you i've been blind to see
i am afraid to wake up from the dream from the inside me
i might not happen to me
but i want it to be reality
because you are like a dream so deep inside of me

please open up the door
because it just a little bit more
for me to walk one inch more
to lower down the lour

if you want someone
i hope i could be the one
you dun need to look somewhere
because i am just ahead
cuz no matter what i do
the reasons are b'cuz of you

am in a game with no end, so?
will i let it go, no.
time is passing by
i tremble as i always try
to tell you all the why
and it has to turn out right
because if you believe in me
i will always want it to be

when i couldnt answers questions, its you
when i couldnt sleep at all, it because of you
i just wanna know
where you wanna go
do you think i will stop for what i been leaving out these night
and the answer will be no.

Happy 21st birthday, Khui Khui.

Ok, i am very tired...after football, but still, since tomorrow is your birthday, i shall say soemthing here, to satisfy you.

Let me ask you guys, what kind of food you people like the most? Why you love the food? What are the reasons? Well, i believe you all favor on specific kind of food because of the unique taste that you people love, right?

Let's say. What if you order the food, and you found out the taste of the food was like...kind of different, the food will not become the food that you crave for because there's something missing in, right? Well, maybe is because of the taste, i dont really know.Or the cook didnt put enough Ajinamoto inside, or the cook forget to put some leaves, or meat or anything that you can think of.

So Khui Khui is like the taste, she is the certain flavor of the food you like, else it would be tasteless. She is the kind of friend that will satisfy you, fullfill your craving. She is the kind of friend that you must have in your group, clan, or gang. A must.

She is like the certain taste, if she is not around, there would be less fun(but lucky got me, haha). Just like the food that you love but lacking something. Imagine if my life is without khui Khui, then it woul dbe... Well, your life will still move on, but less fun, less excitement. Just like the food, you can still eat it, but it would be kinda tasteless, not that nice.

When you are not hapy, down or no mood, she will be like the food you crave for to release your tension. I believe that you people do like to consume certain food right when you are less happy. For example, girls prefer chocolate to be as their serotonin. So i guess she is the kind of girl. Or the food, whatever you name it.

before i drag this post to nobody business, this is a post for Mun Khui. It is a credit to her. And from here i wish her Hapy 21st Birthday.

p/s: happy now, anything in return?

hanya bidadari sebagai ganti

seindah
tiada lagi kau kuingatkan
sayang kau hilang
menanti
biar sampai akhir hayat ku di dunia ini

kau tahu betapa ku sayang padamu
hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
(hooooh)
hanya takdir menentukan ia
oh belaian jiwa

oh angin
sampaikan laguku padanya
yang sedih pilu
terimalah
laguku jadi teman hidupmu
tuk selamanya

kau tahu betapa ku sayang padamu
hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
(hooooh)
hanya takdir menentukan ia
oh belaian jiwa

sayang
kembalilah padaku
ku rindu belaianmu
ku harap kita bersama
selamanya

kau tahu betapa ku sayang padamu
hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
(hooooh)
hanya takdir menentukan ia
oh belaian jiwa

sayang padamu
hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
hanya takdir menentukan ia
oh belaian
hooooh
belaian jiwa
oh belaian jiwa

Innuendo - Belaian Jiwa Lyrics

14th of September 2005

P/S: Cut all the Slack, and give me Love.


Woo, i don't know what to type, as in, by using the words to express myself. After a long discussion with her, the situation is still kinda "unknown". What to do, right? As life is a paradox of a journey throught time and now and then.

2 years, it is not long,it is not short too, but its enough to make someone's change. Me and you. He and she. And the situation would still be unknown, even after 2 years. Is it so hard to be with the one you love. I know i cursed a lot to god or whatever, but he dont have to sentenced me in this, ha.

But however far away, how ever long it stays, what ever words i say, i will always be the same. Is it because of faithful, no. Is it because i've already spent the long enough time so i think its not worth so i must continue on what i am doing, no.

Remeber the questions you asked me?

Hey there, remembered i told you that i like you very much, and you asked me questions and reasons, why do i still have the feeling for you even thought we didnt meet up a lot, chat or even after you went overseas? I've didnt give you any answers because i dont have the words for you but now i found one songs that can describe my feelings to you. Well, hope you can read it one day. :) Just one thing, the reason may chnaged everytime, but my feelings for you stay the same.

I could not ask for more

Lying here with you

Listening to the rain

Smiling just to see the smile upon your face

These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive

These are the moments

I'll remember all my life

I found all I've waited for

And I could not ask for more



Looking in your eyes

Seeing all I need

Everything you are is everything to me



These are the moments

I know heaven must exist

These are the moments I know all I need is this

I have all I've waited for

And I could not ask for more



I could not ask for more than this time together

I could not ask for more than this time with you

Every prayer has been answered

Every dream I have's come true

And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be

Here with you here with me



These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive

These are the moments I'll remember all my life

I've got all I've waited for

And I could not ask for more



I could not ask for more than this time together

I could not ask for more than this time with you

Every prayer has been answered

Every dream I have's come true

And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be

Here with you here with me



I could not ask for more than the love you give me

'Coz it's all I've waited for

And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more