Ideal life is hard to achieve,
Influenced by others point of view,
Clouded his sight,
Striving for what he wants
To satisfy his needs.
Covered by a Coat
Looks like concrete,
But fragile actually,
Flying with his broken wings
Searching all around
Problems burried bottom down the road,
Deep Down Inside,
Things are still the same,
Problems remain as problems
Things are haunting him down,
Little may know what's the reason,
many days have passed him by,
So many things to hold on
But who the fuck cares,
As long he is satisfy.
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
Monday, August 23, 2004
Good Guy Good Girl...
Today, went makan with a girl, we talked about many things and suddenly she sigh and complained to me where r all the good guys? Well, as a guy's responsibility, i got to tell her where all the good ones....
So firstly i asked her whether she knows what is a girl's nature? She looked at me and said nothing, so i assumed that she dun know about itand i decided to tell her what is a girl's nature, and here you go( and i think a number of "good" girls out there will agree on the things that i said)
"Always testing whether a guy love her or not "
Well,some gals out there, you might not agree on what i said, but this is the best answer that i can give you and this is the fact.
Whenever a good guy spoted a "good" girl and ask her for a date FOR THE FIRST TIME, for sure she will declined. Some guys out there might ask " why the female specimen want to decline since she knows that I am a "good guy"(she knew) and i am a guy that she likes and is the one that she was looking for". Well, to answer you this, only a smart guy like me can answer you. And here you go, the female specimen will think that, if you successfully asked me out for the first time, people will think that i am an easy target for guys..... So, a nice gals rejected a good guy to show them that they are worth for the second try...instead, a guy's heart is weak and fragile, they are not that STRONG as what gals tot.....
Usually the "face" for a good guy is not that "thick", as a result, it will be time consuming for a "good" girl to wait for the good guy to ask her out for the second time again(the guy is thinkning whether to ask her out again but rejection keeps him away).... If the guy does not go for the second attempt and just let go his target, she will said the guy has got no REAL INTENTION to court her and...if not, why he is not asking for the second time?Well.....
Ok, lets say, the guy asked the girl out again and the girl agrees on it. But the girl make a deadly mistake again..... They've told each other to meet at 6 o clock, but a "good" girl will always late for the date....well, usually more then half an hour only the girl will appears..... to prove that they are worth for a guy to wait for them.
However, bad will be bad and good will be good ,because of waiting too long, the good guy will think that "ok, since you dun look into this date, i cant force you to go out with me".As a result.........oh well.
So i told my friend that , good guys are still around actually, just that the gal din notice.... So dun complain where are all the good guys, oh well, you might already let go some "nice guys instead just because of gals' "NATURE".
Oh well well, because our break time was short, so we have a little time on this topic.
So firstly i asked her whether she knows what is a girl's nature? She looked at me and said nothing, so i assumed that she dun know about itand i decided to tell her what is a girl's nature, and here you go( and i think a number of "good" girls out there will agree on the things that i said)
"Always testing whether a guy love her or not "
Well,some gals out there, you might not agree on what i said, but this is the best answer that i can give you and this is the fact.
Whenever a good guy spoted a "good" girl and ask her for a date FOR THE FIRST TIME, for sure she will declined. Some guys out there might ask " why the female specimen want to decline since she knows that I am a "good guy"(she knew) and i am a guy that she likes and is the one that she was looking for". Well, to answer you this, only a smart guy like me can answer you. And here you go, the female specimen will think that, if you successfully asked me out for the first time, people will think that i am an easy target for guys..... So, a nice gals rejected a good guy to show them that they are worth for the second try...instead, a guy's heart is weak and fragile, they are not that STRONG as what gals tot.....
Usually the "face" for a good guy is not that "thick", as a result, it will be time consuming for a "good" girl to wait for the good guy to ask her out for the second time again(the guy is thinkning whether to ask her out again but rejection keeps him away).... If the guy does not go for the second attempt and just let go his target, she will said the guy has got no REAL INTENTION to court her and...if not, why he is not asking for the second time?Well.....
Ok, lets say, the guy asked the girl out again and the girl agrees on it. But the girl make a deadly mistake again..... They've told each other to meet at 6 o clock, but a "good" girl will always late for the date....well, usually more then half an hour only the girl will appears..... to prove that they are worth for a guy to wait for them.
However, bad will be bad and good will be good ,because of waiting too long, the good guy will think that "ok, since you dun look into this date, i cant force you to go out with me".As a result.........oh well.
So i told my friend that , good guys are still around actually, just that the gal din notice.... So dun complain where are all the good guys, oh well, you might already let go some "nice guys instead just because of gals' "NATURE".
Oh well well, because our break time was short, so we have a little time on this topic.
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Sportsmanship.
Watching olympics, sort of "argued" with my dad, spent around 50 minutes to talk to him and i won. First time winning him in a debate, YES!!. We were watching badminton match betwwen Gade and Taufik, so we were sort of debating something about "sportsmanship" and "fairplay". Damn, it was not easy to win him in talk, you know, he was an insurance agent last time. Haha. Just that he quited. You can imagine, talking(debating) non-stop, and you were sweating at that time, need to be flexible, keep on changing tactics and turning your mind up side down and thinking on how to deal with him, Fuiiiyoh....finally, i am victorious for the very first time. Yeah, is a history for me.:P
Aiks, finals comming, 2 more weeks. ok, got to print the schedule out as a motivator and a reminder for me. gonna stick the piece on the wall so that the schdule can haunt me down. Well, goodbye for today.
Aiks, finals comming, 2 more weeks. ok, got to print the schedule out as a motivator and a reminder for me. gonna stick the piece on the wall so that the schdule can haunt me down. Well, goodbye for today.
Sunday, August 15, 2004
boring day
Sheesh, how many days i din touch my text book already, 3? 4 days? Oh, come on, Yong jia, finals is comming, 3 more weeks and if you r not starting now, you r going to be in deep shit, dun waste your midterm's effort, you can do better right?Sigh......3 subjects, come on, at least get a couple of distinction for the first time in business......
Haih, went for a movie just now, Collateral, not bad....well, not like others movie, it does inspire me(i din comsume a lot of H20 this time, to avoid going to toilet, if not i will miss some again)......damn, i am gaining weight since the treadmill is not working.....ate a french tose and a chicken cop rice, sports carnival is real soon, and i am "pancit-ing" at this time, wasting my effort again and again.....no i must back on track on monday....is a must to work hard again. I am facing this computer in this 3-4 days time, if i can spend these time on gals, dont you think is a much more better way....gosh
Read a couple of blogs, and now kept me wondering, why people want to get into relationships if it's hurt?????I tot relationships are all about trust????Yes? NO??Come on, it's just a picture? and you felt jeolous just becuase of that,oh ....come on, oh well. Is 5 am now, time for bed i think.....Keep on the hard work, YONG JIA, you can do it.HAHAHAHA, yeah i thin i can since i am a good guy, wise etc tec, need to say more. -END-
Haih, went for a movie just now, Collateral, not bad....well, not like others movie, it does inspire me(i din comsume a lot of H20 this time, to avoid going to toilet, if not i will miss some again)......damn, i am gaining weight since the treadmill is not working.....ate a french tose and a chicken cop rice, sports carnival is real soon, and i am "pancit-ing" at this time, wasting my effort again and again.....no i must back on track on monday....is a must to work hard again. I am facing this computer in this 3-4 days time, if i can spend these time on gals, dont you think is a much more better way....gosh
Read a couple of blogs, and now kept me wondering, why people want to get into relationships if it's hurt?????I tot relationships are all about trust????Yes? NO??Come on, it's just a picture? and you felt jeolous just becuase of that,oh ....come on, oh well. Is 5 am now, time for bed i think.....Keep on the hard work, YONG JIA, you can do it.HAHAHAHA, yeah i thin i can since i am a good guy, wise etc tec, need to say more. -END-
Friday, August 13, 2004
what do you think?
we spend our life searching for the things we want, but do you know that we already have them?
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
The Way I FeEL!
Lately i have been wondering,
All i know it's you always pull me thru,
If you reach deep inside, you will see my heart is true,
You will know that i need you in my life,
It is pulling more and more each day,
i begin to pray,
Cuz i hate the way i feel tonight,
and i hate the way that i feel inside,
with everything i do,
My spirit calls for you.
All i know it's you always pull me thru,
If you reach deep inside, you will see my heart is true,
You will know that i need you in my life,
It is pulling more and more each day,
i begin to pray,
Cuz i hate the way i feel tonight,
and i hate the way that i feel inside,
with everything i do,
My spirit calls for you.
Love Song
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love youI will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love youI will always love you
From: 311
Appreciate
I am thinking, on how to put a title for this, but well since I cannot find a suitable ones for this, I am going to tell a story for straight away.
"Do you know a 6 years old kid loses her family in the war in IRAQ?6 brothers, 2 sisters, parents, grandma, and grandpa. She was adopted by a an old man age around 60. He saw her alone sitting in the rubble, her whole family was burred in it, she was sitting there helplessly, but the old man said that he felt strange because the gal is not crying for daddy or mummy or something, but she is just sitting there. With the dirty clothing that she wore, the smell of war and gun powder, dead bodies everywhere. The first day he passed by, she was sitting above a big rubble, so he did not bothered because he is also trying hard for a living, to look for scavenges around that area. The second day, when he passes by, the gal was still sitting there alone, at the same place, but the different was, she was shivering because of the pouring rain. He was in a rush to get home with an broken umbrella. He felt pity for her, so he approached the gal and offer her with a small pieces of bread that was wrap in plastic. The gal did not gave him any response until the old man touches her and found out that she was blind.........
Today, the gal is living happily with the old man, she treated him as his second daddy. The old man like her adopted daughter as well, although life is still tough there, but both of them are working hard for it. A reporter interview her and surprisingly she told the reporter that she is happy with the situation now because she was good luck enough to have assigned family, although they are striving thru hard time after the war, but still she was better then many others if to compare......with those that actually loitering alone at the streets with broken legs, hands...or even with those that need to fight with wild dogs for food to make a live.And also she mentioned that she does not hate the United States Government because they are much more worse than she is now, although they are the one that destroy everything she owns, but the people there are living under the tread of terrorists, they are worrying and fear all the time......"
Well, haha. The purpose for me to made up this story is to tell people to appreciate what you have, love your family, country and everything. A lot of people seems to be unsatisfying with what they are having now,student complain that they are not having enough spending money, people said that Malaysia is not a peaceful country because of certain problems, this and that and all the non-sense thingie. But they don't really know that his or her parents, or the constant and current leader are actually working hard for this country.Leaders and parents are working all day long, problems that they faced, you dun really know if you dun put yourself in their shoes. What they know are to complain complain and non-stop complains. Leave this country right now if you dun like, why bothering staying here and using up all the country's resources? Things are not done in just one day, they need time. Even your mommy need 9 months to "produce" you out.And some people suicide just because the results they got were not satisfy, the boyfriend or girlfreind dumped them, oh come on. Make a life. I guess that All You Got, Is All You Gonna Get. But well, thats human's nature to ask for more. Finally, the "contestant" for the title is out, and it will be "appreciate".
Once again, life is not some kind of a problem that you must solve to live. Leave it, Live it.
"Do you know a 6 years old kid loses her family in the war in IRAQ?6 brothers, 2 sisters, parents, grandma, and grandpa. She was adopted by a an old man age around 60. He saw her alone sitting in the rubble, her whole family was burred in it, she was sitting there helplessly, but the old man said that he felt strange because the gal is not crying for daddy or mummy or something, but she is just sitting there. With the dirty clothing that she wore, the smell of war and gun powder, dead bodies everywhere. The first day he passed by, she was sitting above a big rubble, so he did not bothered because he is also trying hard for a living, to look for scavenges around that area. The second day, when he passes by, the gal was still sitting there alone, at the same place, but the different was, she was shivering because of the pouring rain. He was in a rush to get home with an broken umbrella. He felt pity for her, so he approached the gal and offer her with a small pieces of bread that was wrap in plastic. The gal did not gave him any response until the old man touches her and found out that she was blind.........
Today, the gal is living happily with the old man, she treated him as his second daddy. The old man like her adopted daughter as well, although life is still tough there, but both of them are working hard for it. A reporter interview her and surprisingly she told the reporter that she is happy with the situation now because she was good luck enough to have assigned family, although they are striving thru hard time after the war, but still she was better then many others if to compare......with those that actually loitering alone at the streets with broken legs, hands...or even with those that need to fight with wild dogs for food to make a live.And also she mentioned that she does not hate the United States Government because they are much more worse than she is now, although they are the one that destroy everything she owns, but the people there are living under the tread of terrorists, they are worrying and fear all the time......"
Well, haha. The purpose for me to made up this story is to tell people to appreciate what you have, love your family, country and everything. A lot of people seems to be unsatisfying with what they are having now,student complain that they are not having enough spending money, people said that Malaysia is not a peaceful country because of certain problems, this and that and all the non-sense thingie. But they don't really know that his or her parents, or the constant and current leader are actually working hard for this country.Leaders and parents are working all day long, problems that they faced, you dun really know if you dun put yourself in their shoes. What they know are to complain complain and non-stop complains. Leave this country right now if you dun like, why bothering staying here and using up all the country's resources? Things are not done in just one day, they need time. Even your mommy need 9 months to "produce" you out.And some people suicide just because the results they got were not satisfy, the boyfriend or girlfreind dumped them, oh come on. Make a life. I guess that All You Got, Is All You Gonna Get. But well, thats human's nature to ask for more. Finally, the "contestant" for the title is out, and it will be "appreciate".
Once again, life is not some kind of a problem that you must solve to live. Leave it, Live it.
Thursday, August 05, 2004
For Every Broken Heart in HeRe!
Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've gotta believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop usIs it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
We can't go onThinking it's wrong
To speak our minds
I've gotta let out what's inside
*by the calling*
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've gotta believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop usIs it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
We can't go onThinking it's wrong
To speak our minds
I've gotta let out what's inside
*by the calling*
Wise Choice
As a result, i have made a right one for changing major...haha. So, mean that i have got the conceptual skills as the future's "big" one.
Aiya, damn boring , like nobody business.....One friend in NZ actually intro me to a couple of online games....F1 and something called utopia. Damn, the F1 thing is still ok, not really consume time, but the utopia is a killer man. Damn, he want to make me to get addicted to them so i can be crazy like him...mmm....what is he thinking about, i seriously dunno, somemore asked me to intro chun chicks to him out of a sudden...what am i suppose to do and how am i suppose to know what kind and which type of personality suits him.....seriously make my life...."TOUGH".
Anyway, quite happy today , met all my targets....hehehehe.
Aiya, damn boring , like nobody business.....One friend in NZ actually intro me to a couple of online games....F1 and something called utopia. Damn, the F1 thing is still ok, not really consume time, but the utopia is a killer man. Damn, he want to make me to get addicted to them so i can be crazy like him...mmm....what is he thinking about, i seriously dunno, somemore asked me to intro chun chicks to him out of a sudden...what am i suppose to do and how am i suppose to know what kind and which type of personality suits him.....seriously make my life...."TOUGH".
Anyway, quite happy today , met all my targets....hehehehe.
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