I Started a Joke

I started a joke. Which started the whole world crying.
But, I didn't see that the joke was on me.
Oh, no, I started to cry.
Which started the whole worldlaughing.
Oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.
I looked at the skies, Running my hands over my eyes.
And I fell out of bed.
Hurting my heads from things that I said.
Till I finally died. Which started the whole world living.
Oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.


I always try to act smart that i know everything, in fact, i dont know anything. I realised my chances are getting close,
close to the person that i wanted so much,
close to the person that i dream of everyay,
the person that i wanted so badly,
the person that i think i can be together with,
the person that i can share my ups and down,
that i can take care of,
that i can hold on to,
that i can tell her how much do i love her everyday,
the person that i can do anything for her ,
that i can see her sleeping beside me everyday,
that i can see the first smile of her everyday,
that the person that i think everyday,
the person that i feel inside me,
the person that i rather share my bad times with than someonelese,
the person that i need,
the person that i can wake up early in the morning to make he breakfast,
the hands that i can hold when she feels cold,
that i can take care when shes sick,
the person that i can put the blanket on her everynight
the person that i can cover her eyes with my hands when the sun shins into

However, one day i realised, these things can only happened in my dream, that i am so far away from, that i cant hold on to. I realised that i am losing the person that i wanted so much, that i dreamt of everyday, the person that.......

Maybe someday we will see again, and the time you will look into my eyes and call me your friend, and maybe its my time to move on, its time to en a joke.

Went to pub crawl again with one of my friend a week ago, was tired as the last one in Toowong, was a bit drunk after some alcohol, but we still order nonstop there, and we were sitting down at the couch and chill.

An old man walks towards and start talking. He was asking me whether i am looking after another frined and i replied with, "No, we are here for some drinks".

And we started to chat and this old man was a sniper last time and he mentioned about his killing life and feelings, bad one.

Then, he started saying about us, forget bout my frined, he said that he can know a person by looking into their eyes and he said that i could hardly be a bad guy.

He also said that i am angry and dont limite myself, i need to do things that i want to do and not to supress..

I guess this was so right when he mentioned this part because i know what i want to do but put too much concerned on stuff that surround.

A : " Actually i want to ask you for a very long time one".
B : "Wats it about"
A : Am i in your list actually?

(C)She tot guys are items?

B : Yes, u are in my list.

Down Under and Friday's

Went clubbing twice in 2 days time, was with some friends that i just got to know. Besides John, Stef, and Pui Yee. Mood was kinda bad actually, in 2 consequetive days.... well, no one can actually notice, lol. Not bad thou, and it became worst today, maybe i am tired? Yeah i do think so.

Went to down under on Saturay, woo~~~ the beers were cheap. $ 11 for a jar of Toohey's Extra Dry... nuff said, i drank. Was with some home country friends as listed above, Hong Kong friends, a Philipino friend, United States friends and some other which i can hardly remeber and they are the 2 Hk's Friend, Maggie and Anthony(well, he left before we go)a girl called Jing and a guy called Nick. They can party, but i can drink so that makes us all good. Bad mood plus tired plus, sure i drink la. Went to the dance floor, woo~~ they are fierce thou. That Nick grabbed me and intro me to some korean and japanese chicks...well, they are kinda prety thou. But after that when i saw them outside, they were... (-@-). I've decided to go out because i got challenge from John. But darn, he said he cant see i dance with the people that he asked me to dance with.

Maggies was the victim of the night, caught by a korean saying i love you and holding her without letting go and nasib baik pui yee pull her away. Then after that caught by nick and signal me to help her up. So she got pulled away.

Nick and Jing enjoyed a lot and wooo...both of them are hot dancers... man, i will buy her a drink if someone (girls only) can dance like her.

John is damn cham because he need to act like a private bouncer and hold all the bags for us and take care of all the stuff, lol.

Well, i do enjoyed after dancing but arg....damn.

Continue with Friday's later...

signing off~

Brisbane

Hello ladies and gentlemen, finally am overseas... Y TU? Estroy Bin Gracias.

am now in the bush land GRIFFITH UNIVERSITY, it is one of the largest university in Australia.

But , i am pretty much settled down with my stuff here, i went to the city twice in the first day i arrived here(WILD WILD ANIMAL I AM I KNOW). I went to Garden City and am heading to Sunnybank today after my first and foremost orientation. I shouted for joy an freedom because i am in the AUS. Everything works here as long you got money. I met some friends, an i am waiting foreard to meet freaking more friends.

You guys might be jealous if i tell you this, but i think is better for me to 'NOT TELLING". Too bad, unless you asked la. I am lazy to take pictures but i will try my best to take picutres so that you people that miss me a lot will miss me more.

Anyway, the stuff here are pretty cool. I am looking for the commencement as well, damn, i want to score high for this semester. I will try my best to brush up my english as well.

Thats all for the moment, i will periodically update Please do come an check back. CIAOZ

Self Admired

Wonder how great are you when u are not interested on one thing but you still go and accomplished it? Wonder how good is your social skill to mix with people when actually they are not the type of person that you would like to mix around? In fact, talking about the things that you don't really like and it's against your own principle? Wonder how great that you can adapt to the situation in lighting speed and completely feel comfortable all about it?

Yes, i am here to say this. I can do it, maybe i havent face the real tough ones but am doing it now and run perfectly smooth.

maybe the major that i am persuing now suits me a lot and i am glab to say that to myself after psycholohy that is 'uhhh' for me. Good one yong jia and continue doing it.

Ok, you are my good friend, and he is my good freind as well. When you don't agree on him, you dont have to tell me and i don't want to know either. I dislike gossips in some ways and i dislike people that are small gas. Well, maybe i am one of myself but it depends on situation and depends on that matters.

When u say soemthing bad on him, yeah, i understand that you want to relief stress. Go ahead my buddy. But not too much because it reflects your OWN personality. I am a person with very little rules and principle but once you triggers them and there you go.

Ok, maybe i should say, the things and they ways that you are trying or showing, i know what they mean and i know exactly why are you doing it. I don't really care whats you on him because it doesnt affects me.

Drift Accident At Sprint Highway!

What a day... first car accident experience, drifting experience... in real life, not in games....

Was on my way home, driving slowly relaxing...and enjoy the cold breeze...so was after the toll...

turning into corner, oh shit, hell no, car accident... in front, was trying to turn away, but was slippery, drift to the left ...car control, then to the right, but was too slippery BANG!!!!

there goes the story, man, what a day for me...mobile was snatched by by some fucking indians, now car accident...haih, damn suey ah


So people, dun come near me yeah!!! Fortunatel, i didnt bang into people...

My Motorola V3i

Yes, its officially gone'd. My new Motorola V3i. Haih... you can look at my sadden face, but no tears la...


Was chilling with my friends(4 guys) at SS2 area Island Cafe, was typing sms, suddenly a hand came and fuckking grab my balls, no i mean, he fucking grab my phone.



This incident happened on the 24th of May, around 5.30pm.

2 Indians, one waiting at the motor(he even off his engine), another one grabbed and run(the time i turned back he was already 15 feet away, FAST AND EFFICIENT!!mother fuckers

Straight away went to SeaPark Police Station, but the 2 police at the counter there was like... UHH.

No Plate is WNY 6258 or WNY 6528, Black-Bluish motorbike. Condition Kinda new thou.




FCUK LA.

Oh man, just don't feel like doing the Project Management assignment, assignments been haunting me this semester. Normally i would there are elss assignments if compared to this semester's.

Lucky all the assignments 1 i got back all score above 70%. Its a reinforcement as least in the end. But can is get back the same marks like the assignments 1?

Not having enough sleep either, sleep for 2-3 hours almost everyday this 2 weeks. man, if someone ask me, "hey, jia, what's your hobby". I would just say, "doing nothing and sleep. Aha!

Oh man oh man, i am going to WET after wednesday. It is a good timing as well since my dad is leaving Malaysia, too bad i don't know for how long only, but at leats it is good that he is going to leave on this coming friday. So yeah!! *evil*

Immigration Department of Malaysia

Am, with mouth wide open, hands down, saluted with the service they provided. It is fast, efficient, and can considered friendly, thumbs up for them.It was the fastest service so far i have encountered among government agencies and maybe outperform some private businesses service.

There's no more tidak apa attitude, no more chit-chat-while-leeting-the-customers-wait kinda sucky service.

I spend less than 30 minutes for the whole process from taking the number, for enquiries till i pay the fees. Man, am really really surprised. WHO DARE TO TELL ME MALAYSIA IS NOT GOOD, at least the services are kinda fast! Good job from them. Hope they will maintain this "great work" forever.

Malaysia Boleh!

So close yet so far!

sometimes i feel like i am close,
but it is just so far,
its an undescriable feeling,
that hold me this far.

When is the heyday,
for me to patch up,
to live forever love,
to stay prolong.

It a piece of fragile heart,
that is staying eternally,
maybe the heart should start impell,
to get away from this affliction.

abandonment, however is not going to happen
it a phenomenon,
it is extravagant,
just like a paragon of virtue
that will be everlasting

You are the god

Went to an advertising firm today, well, its kinda interesting. Love the job description by the G.M Michelle. I, yong jia, think that job suits me a lot, i will not think that as a job, but rather a playing field for me. Thast the environment you want to work in(or an event organizing firm). Dude, and i think tis superb cool, stress job, challenging task, deadline all the time, of course, i won't deny that the OL there, oh man, but i didnt see any pretty OL there. So i am....really, truthfully, no doubt that i love the place.Where on earth u can find a place that you love but without chicks?? No right, thats the first place for me.

I think i am goona miss my doggie alot , 2 ++ months to go for the day i depart o Aus for 2 years. Aha, my friend told me that you better don't cry on that day u left and darn, i told him i wont.Got one even threaten me , "yong jia, we are going to buy a few long stick of ciggy and give it to you in front of your parents". LOL, where on earht you can find such friends??? I will screw them for sure if they dare to do that.

Been aggresive these 2 months because i took 4 subjects, maybe i just want to live my life to the fulllest, no slacking, no day dreaming, damn and i know i can do well. And yes, i did well and i salute my self cause of the 4 assignments in one month and i managed to kill them all off. Aha, i am addicted to assignments nuff say. I love the fun for doing assignments, the satisfaction, the pressure for meeting deadline, and holly cow, and i got the enthusiasm to work finish the part that i intended to.Bee Teng, surprise eh? ahahahahhaha

Ok, lets talk about Bee Teng here, she as, a very good friend of mine, mature, very pretty in a sense that....ahhh, she got her own way of doing things.(forgive me Bee, i just cant lie) Gorgeous i would say, ahahahaa, not too bad right. She will not judge you on the cover(but she still preying for lengjais...aiks), she listen to your crap, she will help you through the sad period(thanks a lot for that), the one that you will apporach when you are real down (the only one so far). Ahhh, i feel like giving her a bear hug out of a sudden....where you can find such a .... nice friend like her in this world? I am not exagerating, but thats the fact...wish to see her real soon because i can only look see at her via internet.


Where is this going to??? I am lost, anyway, time to go. I am the almighty for myself.

望著你的微笑 情不自禁,
我的最大幸福 是發現了我愛你.

What's Your say?

Ok, let you people gues something and see how high is your IQ yea?

The story goes like this:
Theres a building, and it only consist one door with a few lift. However, the amount of lifts are not enough for the flow because there are too many people walking in and out. So, these people need to queue up to wait for their turn to use the lift. So, are there any ways that you can think of to make these people queue up and wait patiently?

Stepping Stone and Discouragement

Ever wonder that, when you want to do something, the desire(it is not hope and wish), the courage, the commitment that filled in your soul got a pale of cold water splashed on you and cool you down?

And i think everyone faced that before. Some people got discourage because of the 'pale' of water but some poeple, like Yong Jia will not. The pale of cold water will only make him stronger because he believed that

Every Failure, Every Heartache Will Only Strenghten You,
and Everything That A Man Can Think Of, Or Things That He Believe, Will Be Achieved.

Whatever!

I got the desire to succeed in my life, to get the things i want, to solve the problems that are going to haunt me, to get over the things that i dislike, to eliminate all the stones around me.

Human will evolve because we are engineered to evolve .. the only thing is we must evolve with morality and integrity.(Chang J. 2006)

Don't ever live in your own world because it will never exist in the real world and it is always more cruel outside.

Thats all i guess, i am persismistic? nay, i don't think so, i am just telling what i saw.

Satelite

Soon a man will kneel to pray
Soon the light will burn our shade
And with the sweet the bitter fades
So my heart and take your place

Cause I will be your force
And I will be your right
And I will watch over you like a satellite

Soon reason will have rhyme
Soon wisdom will imply
And with courage doubt subsides
So take my heart and take my pride

And I will be your side
And I will be your might
And I will watch over you like a satellite

River will flow from scenes unknown
I'll guide you through by the love I'll show
And the stars will wish upon the night
That they could have a guiding satellite

bad day

I might just kill someone for god sake! Yong Jia please calm down...

Cost of a relationship/friendship

Sometimes, how much does a relationship costs, ever wonder that before? People always said that we human, will only appreciate one thing when we lost "it" and always, dont take things for granted. Maybe i should quote munkhui's post? By saying, no one's ever true to be a true friend? LOL. Give a though about it,when you are having these thinking, maybe you were asking too much from something? Expecting too much from the beginning? Or just plain taking things for granted?

How many people can be your true friends in this world while each and everyone relationship is builded on beneficial purposes? when we are using and selling each other. Even animals are doing that, fishes stay together so that they can increaes the chnaces to escape with a self-thinking," the pre will catch someone else, not me". Zebras, Gazzle all stayuing together or in a herd because this will make them strong because of the power of staying together. Even animals know how to take advantages on each other. So why not human? We are just ANIMALS anyway.

Well, only one thing that can differentiate us from animals is that, we know how to act, how to say things, and we know how to hide those 'uglies' away. In other words, we human can beautify things to make it sounds and looks better. Wonderful eh? As many of them are looking on what they can get from the other parties...


and well, screw all that shit!

Back From Penang

Man, this is a great trip, thanks to Mr John Chang, Elaine Siew(his gf), Chin Wah, Evonne Yap, Nicholas, a guy and a guy, and Alread(forgoten their name).

Mr John for all the driving, Elaine for the leading, Chin Wah for all the... nonsense, Evonne for the Blanket, Nicholas and his frens for the fun. Damn nice la, i will go one more time if i am only with FUN people.Last but not least, Alfred Teoh as a tour guide and some bills(LOL).

I promised you people that i will upload the pics ASAP.
The whole trip was great, went here and where there, i dont remember the name of the places ,but i can recall the picture in my mind so too bad for some of you guys that are eager to see the scenery pictures. It was a comfortable trip, one of th best trip ever so far in my life.

Well, the only down turn was that, Elaine and me(yong jia) got sick during the last day. Its some food poisoning i think. We vomited after the good intro from my friend, Alfred Teoh, 3 hecking times and it sucks.

And from the way back, we went to Ipoh and eat the "famous Chicken rice" some call it Lao Huang Kai Fan, damn it sucks, you people better dont go there cause its not nice and a freaking place that is so hard to find. NOT NICE AT ALL.

Overall i give this trip a scale of 8. Not bad, worth! But sum should be clear la.

Tour de Penang

I am going to Penang for a holiday trip for 3 days and 2 nights. I am going with my college mates, 3 from business department and 1 from UOL, so the trip will consist 4 people, 2 guys and 2 gals. Don't know, this is the first time i am going to Penang.

Yong Jia's rule 1: I come, i see, i conquer. I am going to eat all the freaking food there although i myself tried alot.

Yong Jia's rule 2: Have FUN! Wednesday is Ladies Night, so what am i going to do i don't know. 4 people going over, but there's another gang going to Penang so i am going to call them out and intro them to my other 3 collegues. AND, the last gang, from HUC as well, god damn it, too many people, to little time.

Yong Jia's rule 3 for the trip: Go to the beach and pick some some...... some what i dont know. Think yourself...

Rule 4: Enjoy enjoy and enjoy. I am going to take some pics.

Offer Letter

Defnitely, i will leave Malaysia for Australia for 2 years.
But, i don't have any sad feelings, instead i am happy that i can leave in the middle of the year.
I got nothing to miss here besides my parents, some relatives, and DAMN I WILL MISSSSSS my dog very very much. How sad, a 4 years companion and i am leaving him. Man, wish i could bring him over to AUS.

I've live in this world for 21 years so far. Its time to throw the bad away, and leave them all behind me. And to start my life again, at least the part 2 now. Its time to create my own world, without interference. To do the things i like, i want and to start a real independant life. I will finish my studies there.Maybe a MBA after i am financial independant.

My sister, went over there and din come back
My bro, went over there, and he was back
Now my turn, what is the outcome?
and my younger sister, i am sure that she will be back although she will stay in England for more than 3 years : )

sis and bro, damn, i will miss you all amn, and shoot, i feel like crying...damn it. Hell no...

Man, suddenly i feel in the depth of my soul i am lacking something? Is it the nag from my mom......damn i dont know. Hope no, but maybe, arg, i dont know.

The life over there, the friends, no i am not worry at all.

Every little thing

Let me in, to see you in the morning light
See all come, i want you to believe in life,
that the strangest feeling is that you gone away,
will you find out who you are,
or too late to chnage,
wish i could be
every little thing you wanted,
all the time,
i wish i could be,
every little thing you wanted,
all the time, some time.

Just lift me up, just lift me up dont make a sound,
let me hold you before you hit the ground
see all come, and say that you are alright,
will you find out who you are, or too late to chnage,
i wish i could be, for every little thing you wanted,
wish i could be, every little thing you wanted,
dun give me up, dun give me up tonight
will you find out who you are?

I got the strangest feeling that you gone away.