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Thursday, November 24, 2005

Party Time

Sorry to tell myself that my party time only consist of 2 days, which is Saturday and Sunday and thats freaking little fo rme, normally i'll take 2 week to slack:)

Got to do my stupid moral assignment later on,OMFG. And i got a class on friday, YES stupid LAN classssss....

Later on monday will be the new semester. Oh, not to forget the General Electric and Ogilvy & Mather workshop. I will be facilitating people from college, yeah, its time for eye-washing. Hope to spot some wonderful chicks. Well, dun misunderstood, just to have a few look only.

No words can describe my feelings for you , no words!

Sunday, November 20, 2005

For FUn

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.


Holly Crap

Athletic Kid

Even if you weren't a football star, you spent a good amount of time playing sports and keeping fit.

People may have stereotyped you as a "dumb jock" - but they underestimated your will, wit, and determination.


Not true.

You Are a Martini

There's no other way to say it: you're a total lush.
You hold your liquor well, and you hold a lot of it!


What the, eh, the results are almost the same, whats wrong MK?

You Are Balanced - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.
You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.
Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control.
Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow.

You are a realist when it comes to luck.
You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.
You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But you do your best to try to make your own luck.

You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.
You realize that working the system does get you further.
You know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.


This is kinda true.

On Average, You Would Sell Out For

$1,086,039


I tot he say 10 mil, i wont give up sex for money, no no way.

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.


But not on one thing..! HEHE

Well, You Know What a Blog Is...

You got 3/8 correct!

But, truthfully, most blogs probably bore you.


You should thou MK, i got 3.

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You have a passion for everything - including sleeping.
Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well.
You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers.
You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.


Kinda true.

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.


This proof that i am good! I want to make my dreams come true.

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is an incubator for good ideas, it just takes a while for them to develop.
But when you think of something, watch out!
Your thoughts tend to be huge, and they come on quickly - like an explosion.
You tend to be quiet around others, unless you're inspired by your next big idea.


But not when i am with my good pals.

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.


Ok, i think so, not marriage yet.

You Are 27 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


Omg, i am getting older, from 24 to 27.

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.


i think sooo...

Your Birthdate: September 1

You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet.
You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily.
Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail.
You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details.

Your strength: Your supreme genius

Your weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivity

Your power color: Gold

Your power symbol: Star

Your power month: January

Breath You in

Tried so hard to not walk away
And when things didn't go my way
I'll still carry on and on just the same

I've always been strong
But can't make this happen
'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
I want to breathe you in

I'm going in, so cover me
Your compass will, help me turn the page
The laughing stock, I'll never be
Because I won't let them take me

Took awhile to see all the love thats around me
Through the highs and lows there's a truth that I've known
And it's You
I want to breath you in

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Darkness!

Now, the things are at their bottom, it gonna rise soon, soon thou. Its a turning point. Can you believe an external paper came out with some questions that i didnt even practise? Wahaha, its great, i still completed 2 questions , not bad, going to failed this paper.

BORINGGGGGG.....

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Sleepless Night

How many hours i spent on bed these few days? Man, i guess i could use my fingers and count them all. Yea, this is the worst paper that i can take, just because i hate to apply formulas on my financial management. So to not repeat the subject again, i forced myself to do all the question, although i am still far away for the coming exam on monday. Yes, freaking monday.

I've been busy, i slept at 5am today and i got to wake up at 8.30am to fetch my brother to work. My dad sent his own car to the workshop because he went Sabah again. One car 'forever' in the workshop and left the old Honda. I fetched him because i got LAN class at 12. Man, i don't really like the class, well, it's not boring at all, but i just don't agreed on her values, her theories at all. What kinda feminist theory. Not trying to criticise her, but her's sucks big. Usually it is my day when my dad went overseas because i don't have to care for the time for being late back home. I don't know, he never stopped me before, i reached home at 4.30, he said nothing, 5am in the moring he said nothing also. But why i just reached home early when he was around but i just stay up till so late if he is not around?

Well, a lot of things went through my mind as well. The feeling is just not good, am i wrong to get myself in all this shits? Or it is not worth to wait for the things that you will regret if you let go? Fuck, hey no way, no letting go. A friend of mine told me that i will know the worth if i can get.

I gave myself some time actually, i've tested myself, if...i do not think of her when i am busy, then i think i should let go, but when i am busy, i still feel the urge to want her, see her. Well, it even get stronger at times so i think i am really into "this". Why its is because if i am free and i got nothing to do, i might just want to get involved in 'this' for my pass time, but hell no, its not. I am know what i am doing, but...ARG, its undescriable. : )

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

"Waiting"

"Waiting"

No matter what I do
I'll always wait for you
So I guess that's, that's what I got to do

It seems I'm spending so much time waiting
And when you can't make up your mind
I'm waiting for you
If that's what it requires
Then waiting's what I'll do
So hurry yourself up
I'm waiting

Just hang up that phone
You already know on your own
What you need to do
And what you got to do
It feels like I'm losing my mind
You know that I'll deal just fine

It seems I'm spending so much time waiting
And when you can't make up your mind
I'm waiting for you
If that's what it requires
Then waiting's what I'll do
So hurry yourself up
I'm waiting

I know you're thinking
That loves a gamble
And you're not sure that you gonna win, now babe
Take your money and double your bet
And see what happens and watch out
I'm taking my love down to your pawnshop
Tell me baby what should I get
A wedding ring and a boom box
Boom box boom box boom box ooowww

And what else can I say
It will do no good anyway
As long as you know that I'll keep waiting

It seems I'm spending so much time waiting
And when you can't make up your mind
I'm waiting for you
If that's what it requires
Then waiting's what I'll do
So hurry yourself up
I'm waiting

And what else can I say
It will do no good anyway
As long as you know that I'll keep waiting

For you I'd wait forever
Because I know that one day we'll be together
Maybe it's because you know I'll wait
You know I'll wait
I'm still waiting

Maybe

A guy from US , his name is Nick, he asked me, whats the difference bewteen vitamin and hormones? A h20 if you can, give me your answer. Back to the topic

Maybe is hormone imbalance, maybe is because of exams soon, maybe is the answers that i got. Well, whats the reason i dun know. But well, maybe it is a mistake since from the very beginning, very very beginning, i dont know how long i can hold on to the gound, its not like something that people usually faced, but, it is an undescriable feelings.Its not tiring but i dont know why.

Arg, fuck it la.

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Speeding!

Well, there are operasi all over because its Deepa-Raya. Deepa-Raya means the new year For the Hindus and Malays, thats the combination of 2 words, which are Deepavali and Hari Raya. The Malaysian try to short cut it so its now being call Deepa-Raya, and they are good at that.

Speed Kill, and there are stats that keep track on how many people died in road kill. Well, its increasing everyday but i still want to blame Sami-Velu on that because of the road structure. Yeah, he is an idiot, because he wear fake hair to cover up. ISO ISO, shhhhhhhh.......i am unconscious while i am writting this so they cant sue me.

So, i sent my Grandma and my 3rd aunty to KLIA, its a killer becuase the max i can speed was 110-115kmph, and its freaking slow and it took me more then 1 Hour to reach the Departure. I am kinda tired actually although i've forgoten what i've did. So on the way home i did SPEED. Someone said she want to follow but FFK in the end(you know who yuo are man).

Since the car i am driving is not like some Celica, Supra, TT, Evo equipped with some Wet and Dry Neon, 19 inches sports Rims and Tyres, Modified Engine , Higher level ECU, Upgraded transmission, or even some Turbo... so the max that i got up was 175kmph at around 5. something RPM. Plus the way home is a straight away, so what to do? A car till tailgate me, but who cares la, if he wants just follow, i am so bored because i am the only car speeding. But too bad, when i reach 160kmph, the car just refused to follow and move to the left lane, what a coward.

So i spent around 30 mins to get my arse back to Cheras. That was fast thou. And i felt guilty the second day because i might just miss something, maybe there's a small stone, some sands, or the corner that i can just missed, or maybe the tyre just pancit.

Oh my gawd, i am so damn lucky that i am still here. What if, i mean what if i die, MAN, the most scary part was, i cant see her anymore, i cant talk to her, and i cant be with her, omg. And my family...imagine, my dad sure wonn cry one, but sure he susah hait till the max la.

So its better not too speed next time, with the old car, but different case if you got a sports car.

Friday, November 04, 2005

Dito

Ok, there will be more after finals. Wait, what am i doing here? blogging? OMG? I dont think i should be here at least for this moment right? I tot i am supposed to do soemthing more important?

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

The World Is You- Jealousy Curve

Wouldn't you like to take some time
Feel yourself completely
Breathing out the song
That you keep inside

Wouldn't you like to make them smile
Show them you're a wonder
Offer them the world
And the world is you...

Wouldn't you like a second chance
Use what you've been given
Prove it to us all
That there's one more dance

Wouldn't you like to see a change
Show us we can make one
Offer us the world
And the world is you...

On the left side, facing us the wrong way
Spending lifetimes searching for your own disguise
The feeling keeps you from believing
In the one thing some of us were born to hide
A greatness lives within your reaches
And the hope is, maybe when you lie to sleep
You'll be looking forward to the morning
And the mirror, waking to the face of love