匿名的宝贝！

我思念在你眼中那一片海水,
有一种让我心痛得泪,
于是我选着我自己孤单的睡,
下半辈子让我不相性的理由,
我想是你对不对?

你是个匿名的宝贝，
藏在我心里得眼泪，
不管你带走甚么，
我都因为爱过你觉得美，
永远不忘记你的我，
像一个孤魂和野鬼，
在这个世界上受苦，
风吹雨打，
我都无所谓。

你是个匿名的宝贝，
藏在我心你飞呀飞，
如果能有哪一天，
请你回头看我一眼醒了没，
不必安慰我，
你知道我不累
爱你又怎么会累。

在一次再在雨中看着天黑,
我觉得我在人海你潜水,
带你的名字飞往东南西北,
我要让这个地球上除了我再也没有人能知到你是谁,你又是我的谁!

匿名的宝贝,是你是你,爱你我不会累.

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Oh, finally finished my HELP IDOL event. I miss the fun, i miss the challange, miss the process runnig things and solving problems. Why do humans always look back. Why they complained while doing it but say something like, i miss this and that after all. Well, i know, and i think you know too because we are humans that will never appreicate things in front of us.

3.18.2005 will be one of the special day for me also. Nay, i dont know what to type, not because i got nothing to say, but my brain is full of infor, and full of things, but yet, i cant write them and post them up. BUt it will be a different way round if i know how to type mandrin words by using this computer.

So the next big event will be the RED CARPET on 7th April. Well, just that i need to sell some tickets. I am not really into this because i dont find it interesting, not challeneg enough because its not the thing i want, i dun like the wy that my upper head handle things, yeah, because his way will never be mine, i will never fancy and favor them because i dont like it. yup, he can be a good freind but not a excellent one because i dont like his thinking.

Wah, 2 more assignments to go, this comming one will be susah because i got no idea what the lecturer wants, i got no outline for it, i got no structure either. So how can you build a house like that, i am not like some Director can put a film up without using and scripts. I cant. And the Buyer Behaviour will be easy becasue someone photostated the assingment when the lecturer went to have his lunch, LOL, its fun enough thou. Anwyay, no contents will be copy, just that we need an idea from it.

So my flashes...gosh, I WANT YOU. I feel like ravaging you, explore you totally, but what i need now, is time.

Car Racing!

Ok, i raced with 5 cars including me. I am sure the road users din see these kinda racing b4. Its actually kinda dangerous because they were cars all around.

I am not intot he racing actually untill a proton pick on me, he drove very near to me. and there were the other 2 cars at his back. So, for the fun sake, i press the paddle and raced with them. We were cutting around(fuiyoh, damn dangerous, its kinda scary when i think back). And the perdanain front of me saw me following to closel , he decided to join the race as well, but too bad, it only last for 1-2 kilometers becasue theres a lot of cars on the raod. Its not fun enough, the adrenaline rush is not that high either. And i pull myself out because.......too many cars on the raod.

Well, its kinda relieve because it actually did help to reduce stress. But i know tis not good because it will affect people and a negligence will be chnage on me if something really happeend.

Could it be you?

How do i describe the undescribable feelings to you?
I will try to explain my feelings that are true
Thinking by myself, how can i bring my heart to you

Thousand of words that canot be describe,
All of the words in all of my life that could never be explain and could never be define,
All the love for you that i cant hide.

In your presence, i will forever choose to live
As my heart ls flickering
I will choose a little pain to gain a whole life with joy

If only these were true
Then i would fall in love with you,
Are you the special girl?
I am looking for one,
Are you the special girl?
Could it be you?

I can do something stupid,
in front of everyone,
writting stupid things,
But, it wouldnt mean a thing
Untill i find that special girl.
Could it be you?

When i will find the special one.

I dont know why some people just love to spread secrets that someone told the other guy. Weird and the guy sure go and share them with someone else and in the end, all know. Whats wrong, he go and tell you and you just keep it with yourself la, he knows that you can give good suggestions and all but still?

Seriously, its hard to trust someone nowadays when you trust him but telling him things and he go and tell someone. What the heck! Okok, sounded childish.

Aiks.....got to cathc up now. Kinda lagging.