Cost of a relationship/friendship

Sometimes, how much does a relationship costs, ever wonder that before? People always said that we human, will only appreciate one thing when we lost "it" and always, dont take things for granted. Maybe i should quote munkhui's post? By saying, no one's ever true to be a true friend? LOL. Give a though about it,when you are having these thinking, maybe you were asking too much from something? Expecting too much from the beginning? Or just plain taking things for granted?

How many people can be your true friends in this world while each and everyone relationship is builded on beneficial purposes? when we are using and selling each other. Even animals are doing that, fishes stay together so that they can increaes the chnaces to escape with a self-thinking," the pre will catch someone else, not me". Zebras, Gazzle all stayuing together or in a herd because this will make them strong because of the power of staying together. Even animals know how to take advantages on each other. So why not human? We are just ANIMALS anyway.

Well, only one thing that can differentiate us from animals is that, we know how to act, how to say things, and we know how to hide those 'uglies' away. In other words, we human can beautify things to make it sounds and looks better. Wonderful eh? As many of them are looking on what they can get from the other parties...


and well, screw all that shit!

Back From Penang

Man, this is a great trip, thanks to Mr John Chang, Elaine Siew(his gf), Chin Wah, Evonne Yap, Nicholas, a guy and a guy, and Alread(forgoten their name).

Mr John for all the driving, Elaine for the leading, Chin Wah for all the... nonsense, Evonne for the Blanket, Nicholas and his frens for the fun. Damn nice la, i will go one more time if i am only with FUN people.Last but not least, Alfred Teoh as a tour guide and some bills(LOL).

I promised you people that i will upload the pics ASAP.
The whole trip was great, went here and where there, i dont remember the name of the places ,but i can recall the picture in my mind so too bad for some of you guys that are eager to see the scenery pictures. It was a comfortable trip, one of th best trip ever so far in my life.

Well, the only down turn was that, Elaine and me(yong jia) got sick during the last day. Its some food poisoning i think. We vomited after the good intro from my friend, Alfred Teoh, 3 hecking times and it sucks.

And from the way back, we went to Ipoh and eat the "famous Chicken rice" some call it Lao Huang Kai Fan, damn it sucks, you people better dont go there cause its not nice and a freaking place that is so hard to find. NOT NICE AT ALL.

Overall i give this trip a scale of 8. Not bad, worth! But sum should be clear la.

Tour de Penang

I am going to Penang for a holiday trip for 3 days and 2 nights. I am going with my college mates, 3 from business department and 1 from UOL, so the trip will consist 4 people, 2 guys and 2 gals. Don't know, this is the first time i am going to Penang.

Yong Jia's rule 1: I come, i see, i conquer. I am going to eat all the freaking food there although i myself tried alot.

Yong Jia's rule 2: Have FUN! Wednesday is Ladies Night, so what am i going to do i don't know. 4 people going over, but there's another gang going to Penang so i am going to call them out and intro them to my other 3 collegues. AND, the last gang, from HUC as well, god damn it, too many people, to little time.

Yong Jia's rule 3 for the trip: Go to the beach and pick some some...... some what i dont know. Think yourself...

Rule 4: Enjoy enjoy and enjoy. I am going to take some pics.

Offer Letter

Defnitely, i will leave Malaysia for Australia for 2 years.
But, i don't have any sad feelings, instead i am happy that i can leave in the middle of the year.
I got nothing to miss here besides my parents, some relatives, and DAMN I WILL MISSSSSS my dog very very much. How sad, a 4 years companion and i am leaving him. Man, wish i could bring him over to AUS.

I've live in this world for 21 years so far. Its time to throw the bad away, and leave them all behind me. And to start my life again, at least the part 2 now. Its time to create my own world, without interference. To do the things i like, i want and to start a real independant life. I will finish my studies there.Maybe a MBA after i am financial independant.

My sister, went over there and din come back
My bro, went over there, and he was back
Now my turn, what is the outcome?
and my younger sister, i am sure that she will be back although she will stay in England for more than 3 years : )

sis and bro, damn, i will miss you all amn, and shoot, i feel like crying...damn it. Hell no...

Man, suddenly i feel in the depth of my soul i am lacking something? Is it the nag from my mom......damn i dont know. Hope no, but maybe, arg, i dont know.

The life over there, the friends, no i am not worry at all.

Every little thing

Let me in, to see you in the morning light
See all come, i want you to believe in life,
that the strangest feeling is that you gone away,
will you find out who you are,
or too late to chnage,
wish i could be
every little thing you wanted,
all the time,
i wish i could be,
every little thing you wanted,
all the time, some time.

Just lift me up, just lift me up dont make a sound,
let me hold you before you hit the ground
see all come, and say that you are alright,
will you find out who you are, or too late to chnage,
i wish i could be, for every little thing you wanted,
wish i could be, every little thing you wanted,
dun give me up, dun give me up tonight
will you find out who you are?

I got the strangest feeling that you gone away.