What what yeah huh ?

well, i am not saying anything out doesnt mean that i dun like, erm, love you anymore.

I still, yeah, need you in my life, with tons of stuff not post out here because it is not the right time, but i will still wait, because, you worth all that.

i dun know whats happening, i am not complaining, i am not in all those sad and depress mood, i dun know why, one reason for that, i used to it. Nothing seems to work out right, seriously, but hope THINGS WILL GO MY WAY.

is it because i dun have the courage to tell her my feelings? Thats why i am so stuck? YEah? Or because it is not at the right time, i am sick of listening to this, yeah, wait, wait, i am sick of it, seriously. Ohh, the results came out today, pissed of again, work hard for it, but, shit returned to you, wat the ...... Is it meant to be? LOL....

oh yeah, alto you said we are like buddy, but i dun think i wan tot be in the buddy stage, not that seriously, yuo scared me of with your good friend thing and buddy thing, I JUSY DUN WANT TO BE YOUR BUDDY, wat the fuck, dun tell me to think about it, cuz i will risk this friendship for THE ONE UPPEER stage, i will risk it, no one can make me half the person when i am with you, seriously, like what one of my friend said in his blog. No you are not torturing me, you are not abusing me in anyways, whether mentally or physically, tired will not be the word because i love you. I will not deny that, i will not say that i am tired by loving you. willl not......