Control!!

Well well well, went for a jog, but, how come i still feel the same? Nothing's chnage, is it because of the results still affecting me? Or she is still the major reason? well, i think she is the one. Mood swing never happen to me b4, but its happening recently, seriously i think is because of her.

Well, 3 more weeks to go for my midterm, i must do well. I want things ot be in my control because thats the thing i want to achieve. Uncertainty just doenst make me feel good about it.This is a promise to myself, but this time i hope the effort that i put into will not be a waste, cuz i dun feel good with that, is not because i am afraid to lose, just that i dun like the kind of feelings, cuz i dun enjoy it. But well, we shall see what will happen.