Fakeness

Friends? Why you need friends? Because you want to get to know them? Or because you want to help them? Because you just want to be freinds with them? Being unconditional? Well, i dun really believe in that although it happened sometimes, just that the chances are very very very slim. But why? because most of the time,i believe that when something benefits you, only the relationship forms. You will only know who are your real freinds when something happened, or when you both of you go through something.

Sounded realistic? Nay, thats the real thing, just that no one will to tell the truth when no one mention that. Sometimes, the one that you though is being real, but actually, he's not. Why you dont know, because he/she can really acts out. They can tell the lies that will never suspect them whether they were telling the truth or not. They can be so truthful, their facial expression, their tone, their body language... inexperience will believe in them because they were such a good actor.

Cant they just go straight forward to the point by saying, " NO?" Cant they just tell you the real reason why he/she refused to help? Is it really that hard to reject someone? Well, i do understand why this happened. When you rejected someone by no doing the object a favor, the someone will show you one kind of face, or the object will bug you for help, or the object will just remained quiet but when you turn your back away from the object, the object will say something bad behind you. But why do you want to care what others said? Is it really a big deal for you? Dont you think its worthless by letting these "judges" to affect your decision, to stopping you being the real self?dont you think these are the people that are useless because they dont even understand you. They tell that you are difficult, but, so are they. Cant you just dun give a fucking damn on that?

Well, thats human, its understandable, because human stay under one another shadows. People are so contradicting sometimes, they said this, but they act the other round. Some even treid so hard to become a philosopher by saying what others said, dont you heard familiar and similar speech and sentence all the time? They give you some long old mother story and turn a big round to reject you. But they still acting like they have done a huge favor for you even thou they did shit and made you will feel bad just to ask for help from them.

Well, i cant generalise things because there are still some true poeple in this world, and i salute you for that :).