I cant get away, but i am trying.

You are deep inside of me,
You changed my life so it seems,
I never felt alone untill i met you,
Some friends said that i've chnaged,
I am alright on my own,
Untill i met you,
Did i lost myself?
i dont know, but
You are deep inside of me.

I am wondering, how i got here,
Causes it seems somehow i am stuck in the mire
i needed this more then i know....
i'm gonna live forever(i might)
I am so damn clever(maybe la)
But there's a demon in my head started playing around(you)
but i know myself
i will still hold my breath
UNTILL IT'S MROE THEN I CAN TAKE....or i can bare
I write everything down except what's on my mind(yeah, right)
really i try to keep myself awake,
but still
i am drowing for of you,
Know whats my greatest fear?
Is you, and i am afraid that i will never get back out,
can you wake me up?
Please, bang my head, and let me wake up.
Thanks a lot.

I go crazy when i walk into your room,
Phone calls ring, and your voice is desire,
even with just some messages or text,
the clock is bleeding just because of me,
But watever it takes,
watever it happens,
Is it time to let you go?
Time for me to back off?
Am i better off without you(i dont know)?
Now, i can feel the changing weather
while alone along that sideroad
i am being told by the wind and the ghost,
is time to let go
to continue your own journey,
to look for some others,
i am getting over.

But when i am getting through the doors,
if i see your face once more,
and when you bloomed like a rose,
you will know that i cant ignore(yeah, i cant)
I want it so hard but, i cant break thru
Why cant i get the chemicals in?
Why?
The city is dying(at least for me)
i wont be happy without you around, and you know that.


ahhhhhh, too much too much.