In this world all of our sins are simple
We choose death over innocent life
And in this world it's not our money that's evil
It's the one's who choose it over life
And in my heart I cannot believe in this murder
And I will not be fed by the lies
Or the life that's created just to be murdered
It's murder
No matter how hard they try and
No matter how loud they cry
They can't
Buy their way into heaven
No matter how hard they try and
No matter how high they climb up the ladder
They won't reach up into heaven
And they can't see
The innocent lives
The pointless suffering
And in my heart I wanna undo all this murder
And give back their innocent life
Open cages and stop their luxurious murder
It's murder
Friday, July 22, 2005
Friday, July 15, 2005
Something Happened!
Well, something happened when i am in hong kong and it troubles me. Serious, mentally especially. Just want to say xxxx me for letting that thing happened.If i picked up the phone and ....arggg...stupid me. And i am freaking sure that i need to explain a lot when i am back, and i might lose THE CHANCE. This might happeend cuz he sounded serious...man.
As predicted, just that i dont want to face the truth a few days before. So i din think about it and i din seek for the answers. Now its comming out and i got to solve it quick. REAL QUICK.
As predicted, just that i dont want to face the truth a few days before. So i din think about it and i din seek for the answers. Now its comming out and i got to solve it quick. REAL QUICK.
11th day and will be back to Malaysia soon!
This is the 11th days i've been in Hong Kong and its a superb nice trip.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Gamble!!
Watched the movie about gambled which was directed by a Singaporean Actor, "Zhi Qiang" before? I bet a lot of the Malaysians and Singaporeans watched it before because his movies are kind of funny, and the most importantly, it make sense.
In the movie, it said something that make sense, on why people gamble, and here is the reason said by them, " These people gamble because that gives hope to them everyday. That is the reason why they were addicted to these behavior that we catogorized as bad. I kind of agrred on this phrase. People "sell-life" just to buy those tickets, lottery for hopes. They dreamed that once they strike the first prize, they will have a lot of money and strive less. Also, some of the bad phrases influenced by HK files suck as "you will stand a chnace if you forever gamble", this is a sucky phrase but still many people believe it. However, these noobs never think themselves on these phrases and what it really means.
Well, why i came up with such "article" out of a sudden, is because i got a chnace to see how these things recently, not that i didnt see these before. But it is the first time i felt so symphaty for these people...
These people spent a ringgit(RM) up to a few thousand just to "buy" the hope. They buy numbers, but they don't know the chnaces for thme to win a number is so so so so so so slight. Well, if you don't believe, you can ask Levin about it and he will calculate for you because his math is so darn good. They forever think that they will win one day. I saw some old ladies, paying money for the numbers they bought, old men doing the same thing like the old ladies, young guns like you and me parking their motorcycles outside the shop and buy the "heart-water" numbers when they are supposingly working and not spending time of these. I saw some house-wife, paying money for the numbers bringing empty buckets(arent they were supposed to be fill in with foods?), i even saw some look-a-like malays buying numbers although there is a sign-board in the shop saying,Gambling is prohibited for muslims, i thought these are against their Allah?
These people line-up in a long queue, or standing at the counter buysing writting the numbers. When the central offline , those that failed to buy the numbers will blame those typist because of their lack of efficiency indirectly casuing them failed to buy the numbers and lost the chnace to win the money.
But from my point of view, these people lose their soul, they failed because they were controlled by the desire, the disipline and the lust. Arent we human are well-known for self-control? What are the difference for human to n=animals if they cannot acheive this?
Some of the elders in the family said, "Xiao Du Yi Qing, Ta Du Shang Gan Qing", means, smaller bets do make you feel happy and nicer, it creates harmoney, but if you bet big, it hurts the relationship with someone. I kind of agree on this after i saw those variety behaviors recently.
In the movie, it said something that make sense, on why people gamble, and here is the reason said by them, " These people gamble because that gives hope to them everyday. That is the reason why they were addicted to these behavior that we catogorized as bad. I kind of agrred on this phrase. People "sell-life" just to buy those tickets, lottery for hopes. They dreamed that once they strike the first prize, they will have a lot of money and strive less. Also, some of the bad phrases influenced by HK files suck as "you will stand a chnace if you forever gamble", this is a sucky phrase but still many people believe it. However, these noobs never think themselves on these phrases and what it really means.
Well, why i came up with such "article" out of a sudden, is because i got a chnace to see how these things recently, not that i didnt see these before. But it is the first time i felt so symphaty for these people...
These people spent a ringgit(RM) up to a few thousand just to "buy" the hope. They buy numbers, but they don't know the chnaces for thme to win a number is so so so so so so slight. Well, if you don't believe, you can ask Levin about it and he will calculate for you because his math is so darn good. They forever think that they will win one day. I saw some old ladies, paying money for the numbers they bought, old men doing the same thing like the old ladies, young guns like you and me parking their motorcycles outside the shop and buy the "heart-water" numbers when they are supposingly working and not spending time of these. I saw some house-wife, paying money for the numbers bringing empty buckets(arent they were supposed to be fill in with foods?), i even saw some look-a-like malays buying numbers although there is a sign-board in the shop saying,Gambling is prohibited for muslims, i thought these are against their Allah?
These people line-up in a long queue, or standing at the counter buysing writting the numbers. When the central offline , those that failed to buy the numbers will blame those typist because of their lack of efficiency indirectly casuing them failed to buy the numbers and lost the chnace to win the money.
But from my point of view, these people lose their soul, they failed because they were controlled by the desire, the disipline and the lust. Arent we human are well-known for self-control? What are the difference for human to n=animals if they cannot acheive this?
Some of the elders in the family said, "Xiao Du Yi Qing, Ta Du Shang Gan Qing", means, smaller bets do make you feel happy and nicer, it creates harmoney, but if you bet big, it hurts the relationship with someone. I kind of agree on this after i saw those variety behaviors recently.
Friday, June 24, 2005
IF i Failed to Plan, I Planned to Fail.
Seriously, what is it all about? Some showing-you-know-the-life theory? Well, i dont know. Recently, this is the quote that inspired me. How am i going to work this out?
Always i am the kind that lazy around not untill i am close to the deadline, i am so proud of myself for my ability to spent more then 24 hours for studying, assignments when its near the deadline but not leaving my job till the last minute. Well, my results wern't that good because of this reason that i cant kep my disiplin up to the level. My results were always on the margin of creit and pass. But luckily and unfortunately, i have someone supports me and i always take things or granted. But, i am changing.
I do beleive this is a very good start for me since i went to college, i chnaged a lot, i do feel it myself, i am becomming a better person if compared to last time.If i just hold on to one more second, just hold on to what myself are, i will wake up tomorrow. But am i not good enough for the world?
Someone that is important told me, "Jia, if you can consistently use your time for your studies, you might even get Distinctions". And i do believe myself if i set that as my vision of this summer, i can do it. But i do appreciate the someone that keep supporting me even thou i failed my subjects and not living up to his expectation, yet he always gave me his support. Yet, it seems so far for me to pay this "debt" back to him. When am i going to pay this and i am growing up everyday...
Went to watch movie with a idiot yesterdat, a midnight movie at around 12.30, called him up because there's a lot of mosses above my head... thanks for his accompany, but still, i want to say something, he sucks cuz i kept me waiting for 1 hour and 20 minutes...and this sucks because normally i i dont wait more then 30 minutes for guys...and he brought a gal with him too....how am i goign to chat with him?
Always i am the kind that lazy around not untill i am close to the deadline, i am so proud of myself for my ability to spent more then 24 hours for studying, assignments when its near the deadline but not leaving my job till the last minute. Well, my results wern't that good because of this reason that i cant kep my disiplin up to the level. My results were always on the margin of creit and pass. But luckily and unfortunately, i have someone supports me and i always take things or granted. But, i am changing.
I do beleive this is a very good start for me since i went to college, i chnaged a lot, i do feel it myself, i am becomming a better person if compared to last time.If i just hold on to one more second, just hold on to what myself are, i will wake up tomorrow. But am i not good enough for the world?
Someone that is important told me, "Jia, if you can consistently use your time for your studies, you might even get Distinctions". And i do believe myself if i set that as my vision of this summer, i can do it. But i do appreciate the someone that keep supporting me even thou i failed my subjects and not living up to his expectation, yet he always gave me his support. Yet, it seems so far for me to pay this "debt" back to him. When am i going to pay this and i am growing up everyday...
Went to watch movie with a idiot yesterdat, a midnight movie at around 12.30, called him up because there's a lot of mosses above my head... thanks for his accompany, but still, i want to say something, he sucks cuz i kept me waiting for 1 hour and 20 minutes...and this sucks because normally i i dont wait more then 30 minutes for guys...and he brought a gal with him too....how am i goign to chat with him?
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Pool Side Party
Went to a pool side party. Darn, its happening, really love it, i thought i wouldnt enjoy there but IT Superb la. Play some outdoor game sbut i miss the outdoor fun because i don know how to swim and i think i really need someone to teach me how to swim(anyone pls offer me :( ).
Then after dinner, we played some indoor games, i think i won Rm 50 Bucks. Oh, we drank beer and we won, we were the group that drank all the 8 cans of beer. RM 100 Cash and A bottle of Henessy. Darn, its awesome. Got to know some really hot chicks as well. Mna, dont you think its wonderful. Later we open bottle and we play some stupid interesting games, Fuiyooh. and its great.
This was the first time for me to joined these party and i definitely would join for the next time if i do have the chnace and the time and the energy to join.
Then after dinner, we played some indoor games, i think i won Rm 50 Bucks. Oh, we drank beer and we won, we were the group that drank all the 8 cans of beer. RM 100 Cash and A bottle of Henessy. Darn, its awesome. Got to know some really hot chicks as well. Mna, dont you think its wonderful. Later we open bottle and we play some stupid interesting games, Fuiyooh. and its great.
This was the first time for me to joined these party and i definitely would join for the next time if i do have the chnace and the time and the energy to join.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Read!
I've learned something that enlighten me recently,
Don't know why, its something that i knew,
Just that i didnt use it last time.Its because i am too naive or because of perspective chnaged.?
But one thing for sure, i have gone through the stage and went to a upper one.
Which is a good thing i think, its impossible for one to be on the same stage forever, time will change one person. And indeed, that event changed me, A LOT. Well, thats what people said, we learned from mistakes, and we gained experience.
Well, i din get what i want, something that i dream of last time. Soemthing that i craved so fucking hard and something that i put so much effort on it. It all went down to the drain : ). It did upset me a lot :), its hurts(maybe it hurted), the feeling of heartache. Fuiyohh, man, you really don't feel like trying it i tell you.
But there's no perfect in this world. THe bad things might not be the bad one's, and the good one's might not be the good one's. So, why should we guard it so hard untill we suffered? Its not HARSH to yourself, but you are damn stupid for letting go the things that you actually want and you think people will say you "wei ta" because of letting it go? No man, not at all. But indeed, you are very stupid, what kind of nonsense you are telling yourself? We do make mistakes. And we all did, Whats the big deal as long you tell yourself you will not committe to smomething like that.
Because of the reason you told me through msn that day? Damn, its BS, you can throw them and flush them away. Do you want her?If you love her so much, you can "dismissed" all the feelings yuo have, you can throw away you fucking ego, your fucking dignity.Tell yourself, you are not a quitter. Come on man, lets get real.
Man, why am i saying something different that i intended to say before this? Anwiay, i think i am going for a sleep and i will write soemthing later.
Don't know why, its something that i knew,
Just that i didnt use it last time.Its because i am too naive or because of perspective chnaged.?
But one thing for sure, i have gone through the stage and went to a upper one.
Which is a good thing i think, its impossible for one to be on the same stage forever, time will change one person. And indeed, that event changed me, A LOT. Well, thats what people said, we learned from mistakes, and we gained experience.
Well, i din get what i want, something that i dream of last time. Soemthing that i craved so fucking hard and something that i put so much effort on it. It all went down to the drain : ). It did upset me a lot :), its hurts(maybe it hurted), the feeling of heartache. Fuiyohh, man, you really don't feel like trying it i tell you.
But there's no perfect in this world. THe bad things might not be the bad one's, and the good one's might not be the good one's. So, why should we guard it so hard untill we suffered? Its not HARSH to yourself, but you are damn stupid for letting go the things that you actually want and you think people will say you "wei ta" because of letting it go? No man, not at all. But indeed, you are very stupid, what kind of nonsense you are telling yourself? We do make mistakes. And we all did, Whats the big deal as long you tell yourself you will not committe to smomething like that.
Because of the reason you told me through msn that day? Damn, its BS, you can throw them and flush them away. Do you want her?If you love her so much, you can "dismissed" all the feelings yuo have, you can throw away you fucking ego, your fucking dignity.Tell yourself, you are not a quitter. Come on man, lets get real.
Man, why am i saying something different that i intended to say before this? Anwiay, i think i am going for a sleep and i will write soemthing later.
Deep and Meaningless
I, Dont know why missed you so much.
Yeah I, dont know why still feel your touch.
You, Lift me up and high and dry
Putting me into nothing but a dead connection,
If you call me today, i will say that i am fine,
but from the tone of my voice you can know that its just a lie.
Do you know what you were doing to me,
But yet i was too blind to see.
Yeah I, dont know why still feel your touch.
You, Lift me up and high and dry
Putting me into nothing but a dead connection,
If you call me today, i will say that i am fine,
but from the tone of my voice you can know that its just a lie.
Do you know what you were doing to me,
But yet i was too blind to see.
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Collide
It's a shame what ones have become
When we hurt the ones we love
And its a place that you cannot go, anymore
When you collide you lose yourself
When you collide you break into 2
And as you push and you shove and you hurt the one you love,
Its a hard mistake
When you collide
you break,
When the cold comes crashing down,
and the fight lost what it's about,
I can tell you that you have left
Something that its a shame what you've become
When you hurt the one you love
Is a place that you cannot go.
Its a hrd mistakes
wheny ou collide.
When we hurt the ones we love
And its a place that you cannot go, anymore
When you collide you lose yourself
When you collide you break into 2
And as you push and you shove and you hurt the one you love,
Its a hard mistake
When you collide
you break,
When the cold comes crashing down,
and the fight lost what it's about,
I can tell you that you have left
Something that its a shame what you've become
When you hurt the one you love
Is a place that you cannot go.
Its a hrd mistakes
wheny ou collide.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Whole again
I will love you till the day i die
I would tell you how much i'll need you everyday
for my life long to love someone like you
with a heart silhouetted the perfect passion
I would try to be a better lover
i don't care if i lose my all
cause its you i've been dreaming for this life time
so here's my heart, waiting for you to take it baby
come and take my heart tonight
cause its u i've been waiting for all the while
come and take my heart tonight
make me whole again
I see clouds filling up the moon
and the green turning into blue and faded
i would say things were wrong and now i'm missing you
i will have to make amends cause it'll be till the end
do you think i would stop for what i've been leaving out these nights
girl i've been craving you'd be mine, all mine
you are all that have made my life, i wont let you down this time
baby i want you back here in my life forever.
I would tell you how much i'll need you everyday
for my life long to love someone like you
with a heart silhouetted the perfect passion
I would try to be a better lover
i don't care if i lose my all
cause its you i've been dreaming for this life time
so here's my heart, waiting for you to take it baby
come and take my heart tonight
cause its u i've been waiting for all the while
come and take my heart tonight
make me whole again
I see clouds filling up the moon
and the green turning into blue and faded
i would say things were wrong and now i'm missing you
i will have to make amends cause it'll be till the end
do you think i would stop for what i've been leaving out these nights
girl i've been craving you'd be mine, all mine
you are all that have made my life, i wont let you down this time
baby i want you back here in my life forever.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
Hold On!
To anyone out there:
I hope you are doing better,
One step Closer to Recovery,
I wish there is something i could say,
To erase each and every page that you have been thru, the bad ones.
But, i wont listen to you giving up,
Just hold on for one more second,
IF you just hold on for one more second,
you will wake up tomorrow.
Hey, wake up wake up
You got to believe,
you got to wake up,
You got to stand still, to guard the ground,
time keeps going on without us.
Just hold on, and just hold on,
if you feel like letting go.
I hope you are doing better,
One step Closer to Recovery,
I wish there is something i could say,
To erase each and every page that you have been thru, the bad ones.
But, i wont listen to you giving up,
Just hold on for one more second,
IF you just hold on for one more second,
you will wake up tomorrow.
Hey, wake up wake up
You got to believe,
you got to wake up,
You got to stand still, to guard the ground,
time keeps going on without us.
Just hold on, and just hold on,
if you feel like letting go.
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Friday, May 06, 2005
first time!
Its a crisis today, feel the pressure, feel something really on me, presing hard on my shoulder, my heart beats fast, i felt nervous even after a few hours, sense of guiltytill now this time i am writting, still, its like hunting you, till you are goned....this is not a good feeling, its the very few times that i felt like this, how long i din feel this kind of pressure on me, perhaps its a time for chnage? to be more dedicated? or to be more hardworking? well i dont know man....
Know what i din go for my final examination for my marketing paper......its a disaster. I missed it, altho sickness could be a good reason to push things off, but still, i feel bad on this. Thi si the first time man...how could it be like this? It supposed to end last semester, but i brought it to next semester...man, how could it be.
No, prepared for the worst, hope the best...hope everything will turn up nicely for me in the end, the grant me for a re-sit, they accpet my reasons. And thanks for Kuan fong for helping me in this, i really bothers him today with all the call, but he still explained all the process to me patiently altho he is working. Really, thanks a lot.
Thats all for today's blog...man, i can really feel it this time.
Know what i din go for my final examination for my marketing paper......its a disaster. I missed it, altho sickness could be a good reason to push things off, but still, i feel bad on this. Thi si the first time man...how could it be like this? It supposed to end last semester, but i brought it to next semester...man, how could it be.
No, prepared for the worst, hope the best...hope everything will turn up nicely for me in the end, the grant me for a re-sit, they accpet my reasons. And thanks for Kuan fong for helping me in this, i really bothers him today with all the call, but he still explained all the process to me patiently altho he is working. Really, thanks a lot.
Thats all for today's blog...man, i can really feel it this time.
Monday, May 02, 2005
*Speechless*
Dont know why, i am getting more and more secretive nowadays......is it because of certain things that happened on me over these few weeks? I dislike rumors, i dislike the people that cannt mind their own business, i dislike the strangers that talked about my stuff, its my business, not yours, please dun come into my life and please dun involved in my fucking private life. Anythign got to do with you? Man....
I leanred how to relief, i learned how to handle more things at once, i leanred how to keep the pressure away on me like wat i mentioned b4(the mandrin blog). Seriously, i've been affected by all the rumors that created by peoples, that i dislike, that i am not close with, i hate being in the focus light sometimes, especially the bad onces, i just hate it.
I learned how to be secretive, i learned how to keep more things private, how to hide something, not all the people will help you, please, dont be so pure untill you think everyone in this world is good till they will help you, or let you to relieve your steam, no way man. Choose, Choose those that you can trust. Dont ever ever reveal anything that you think its importan, especially the stuff that involved third parites..... , learned how to choose. Its the key.
Once again, wat am i talking you can ask me if you dont undertsand, but dun espect you can get clear answer from me cuz i might not be able to fullfill anything requirement.
I leanred how to relief, i learned how to handle more things at once, i leanred how to keep the pressure away on me like wat i mentioned b4(the mandrin blog). Seriously, i've been affected by all the rumors that created by peoples, that i dislike, that i am not close with, i hate being in the focus light sometimes, especially the bad onces, i just hate it.
I learned how to be secretive, i learned how to keep more things private, how to hide something, not all the people will help you, please, dont be so pure untill you think everyone in this world is good till they will help you, or let you to relieve your steam, no way man. Choose, Choose those that you can trust. Dont ever ever reveal anything that you think its importan, especially the stuff that involved third parites..... , learned how to choose. Its the key.
Once again, wat am i talking you can ask me if you dont undertsand, but dun espect you can get clear answer from me cuz i might not be able to fullfill anything requirement.
Stubbornness
Is it good to be stubbron? There's no exact answer on this and it depends. Really, what make me say this?
There's no wrong to hold on something that you think its right, your principles, your theory. Why? Convince me to chnage my view on this :). If you can, please, go ahead and try. Of course, when you were exposed on something, definitely you will chnage your view on these "values". It dont have to be convinced.
But well, i do learn something recently. Letting go is one of the best way to not letting yourself down. A way to make you not suffer, a way to pass through all the hassle. Well, it really deprends.
What am i talking about? Do you understand? Well, if you dont, please try to ask me, but well, dont blame me on not giving you the answers because i dont really knows what i am talking about.
Ciaoz...
There's no wrong to hold on something that you think its right, your principles, your theory. Why? Convince me to chnage my view on this :). If you can, please, go ahead and try. Of course, when you were exposed on something, definitely you will chnage your view on these "values". It dont have to be convinced.
But well, i do learn something recently. Letting go is one of the best way to not letting yourself down. A way to make you not suffer, a way to pass through all the hassle. Well, it really deprends.
What am i talking about? Do you understand? Well, if you dont, please try to ask me, but well, dont blame me on not giving you the answers because i dont really knows what i am talking about.
Ciaoz...
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Sickness
Man, imagine, 5 days sickness and still havent fully recovered yet? Imagine, sorethroat, headache, feeling cold and hot, man, this is bad, something's wrong with my body. Still young, i cannot afford to be like this. The matore yong jia goned edi.Aiks......
Sleep early, but woke up in the morning at 4 o clock...man. The cannot sleep again, treid hard to sleep but still....why why why?
Going out today at night for the red Carpet Business Ball Celebration, goona HAve FUN. Later on will have something else, too bad but i cannot tell you wat is it.
finsh report-
Sleep early, but woke up in the morning at 4 o clock...man. The cannot sleep again, treid hard to sleep but still....why why why?
Going out today at night for the red Carpet Business Ball Celebration, goona HAve FUN. Later on will have something else, too bad but i cannot tell you wat is it.
finsh report-
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
重新再来的他！
最经他不是过得很好，不是因为他过得不够充实，我想！他应该是过得太过充实了！几乎充实得有点过分，你们也一定会想，此人一定是再说什么疯话了！再次无说八道！可恶！
他最近也不知道是什么东西对他纠缠不清，怎么东西都是围绕着他不放！可是，不管怎么样，他也学着怎么样面对是非，怎么样去学会失去他喜欢的人，怎麽样去承 受压力，怎么样去面对一摞摞的问题，跟麽样去渡过那难挨的日子。我想他也应该学会了人生中的不少道理吧！不错，人是必须劳其胫骨，才会变得更加强。这也算 是人生必经之路，就如生老病死那样。
我也对他说，其实这是他咎由自取，他怎么能犯下这从低级的错误呢？明明知道人言就如毒蛇办得可畏，怎么还会泄露出去呢？哎！要怪只能怪他自己了！我只能告 诉他，要从错中学习过错！只要能从错中学习到，什么都是值得的。这次的困扰，算是什么呢？
第一，我和他说，不是什么人都可以信的，之前他还傻乎乎般的一位全世界的人都是他的好朋友，现在他它应该知道味道了，什么东西都是由正和负的，是不可能有 极端的东西的，更何况世界上是没有一百巴仙的好人，也不可能有着全部的坏人。在此次的教中，他学会了，做东西是要选着性的去做。
第2，就如第一说所得，做事情是不可以极端性的去做，而是应该算选着性地去做。
第3，百忍是金。忍耐是成功的关节。想要得到某些东西，忍吧！只要你还在，那怕会没有机会呢，所以，只有忍耐了。
第4，做人，应该学会懂得如何完转，当然不是教你去扭曲事实。学会完转，事情就会事半功倍了。何以见得？只应人类都生了个大脑，因为人都是不同的，他们的 处世态度，他们的想法。只有靠着更婉转思路和说法，才不会得罪人，至少，可以传达你想要传达的讯息。直话直说可能船达不到你的讯息，还可能会的罪人呢？学 习完转，何乐而不为呢？
再来，就是要学习如何懂得放开，何时拥有。
再来就是不要八卦，这是人家的事情，为什么你要管呢？人言可畏啊！再来，我也想对那些不相干的人说一声，这是人家的私事，干你们什么屁事！少管闲事，做好自己的东西吧！
其实，他也不想就这样关掉那扇门，他也不想就这样就放弃，不想让这件事情就这样的结束，他多么的希望能够局续下去。告诉他，他该怎么样作，你又要些什么。
就这样的让爱俏俏的刺入他的胸膛，空着的房间就有如空着的心，你的爱就别在纠缠了。
他最近也不知道是什么东西对他纠缠不清，怎么东西都是围绕着他不放！可是，不管怎么样，他也学着怎么样面对是非，怎么样去学会失去他喜欢的人，怎麽样去承 受压力，怎么样去面对一摞摞的问题，跟麽样去渡过那难挨的日子。我想他也应该学会了人生中的不少道理吧！不错，人是必须劳其胫骨，才会变得更加强。这也算 是人生必经之路，就如生老病死那样。
我也对他说，其实这是他咎由自取，他怎么能犯下这从低级的错误呢？明明知道人言就如毒蛇办得可畏，怎么还会泄露出去呢？哎！要怪只能怪他自己了！我只能告 诉他，要从错中学习过错！只要能从错中学习到，什么都是值得的。这次的困扰，算是什么呢？
第一，我和他说，不是什么人都可以信的，之前他还傻乎乎般的一位全世界的人都是他的好朋友，现在他它应该知道味道了，什么东西都是由正和负的，是不可能有 极端的东西的，更何况世界上是没有一百巴仙的好人，也不可能有着全部的坏人。在此次的教中，他学会了，做东西是要选着性的去做。
第2，就如第一说所得，做事情是不可以极端性的去做，而是应该算选着性地去做。
第3，百忍是金。忍耐是成功的关节。想要得到某些东西，忍吧！只要你还在，那怕会没有机会呢，所以，只有忍耐了。
第4，做人，应该学会懂得如何完转，当然不是教你去扭曲事实。学会完转，事情就会事半功倍了。何以见得？只应人类都生了个大脑，因为人都是不同的，他们的 处世态度，他们的想法。只有靠着更婉转思路和说法，才不会得罪人，至少，可以传达你想要传达的讯息。直话直说可能船达不到你的讯息，还可能会的罪人呢？学 习完转，何乐而不为呢？
再来，就是要学习如何懂得放开，何时拥有。
再来就是不要八卦，这是人家的事情，为什么你要管呢？人言可畏啊！再来，我也想对那些不相干的人说一声，这是人家的私事，干你们什么屁事！少管闲事，做好自己的东西吧！
其实，他也不想就这样关掉那扇门，他也不想就这样就放弃，不想让这件事情就这样的结束，他多么的希望能够局续下去。告诉他，他该怎么样作，你又要些什么。
就这样的让爱俏俏的刺入他的胸膛，空着的房间就有如空着的心，你的爱就别在纠缠了。
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Could it be any harder!
Feel the way,left me with goodbye and open arms, a cut so deep that i dont deserve, you were always invincible in my eyes, the only thing against us is time, couild it be any harder to say goodbye without you thru the journey, could it be any harder to watch you go, and to have you one more day.
I blind myself with laughter, now i wish that i could turn back the hours, but i just know that i dun have the power. Is it, there's nothing if compare to saying goodbye without you. I listend close to your every words, as if is your last, even thou the words make me feel sad.
I am all alone, i wish you din go, i wish you din go away, to touch your again, with the life in your hands, could it be any harder.
I blind myself with laughter, now i wish that i could turn back the hours, but i just know that i dun have the power. Is it, there's nothing if compare to saying goodbye without you. I listend close to your every words, as if is your last, even thou the words make me feel sad.
I am all alone, i wish you din go, i wish you din go away, to touch your again, with the life in your hands, could it be any harder.
Friday, April 08, 2005
Redang Trip
Overall not bad. Kinda enjoy, ust that theres some hassle in between that confused me, that affected me, that make me a bit down. But hey, i asked someone to apply sun block for me, but the maldavian go and kacau me and apply the suntense(thats how you spelled?) Gosh, make till my body turn into dark golden color, man. We went snokering(thats how you spelled?) well, i got no idea, i actually asked a girl to look at me cuz i dont know how to swin. But in the end, i think i know because i did swimmed. Yes, unbelievable, thats a good pre-training for my journey to Austrlia not long ago. LOL. And thanks for Queenie, a 24 years old pretty fair looking lady holding my hands all the time to jaga me nicely. Thanks if you ever read this and being a very good listener.
Well, i think thats all from me at the moment, sorry for the delayed because i got no time to blog b4 this. :P. enjoy your days.
Well, i think thats all from me at the moment, sorry for the delayed because i got no time to blog b4 this. :P. enjoy your days.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
