天后 - 陈势安
词曲：彭学斌
终于找到借口 趁着醉意上心头
表达我所有感受
寂寞渐浓 沉默留在舞池角落
你说的太少或太多
都会让人更惶恐
谁任由谁放纵 谁会先让出自由
最后一定总是我
双脚悬空 在你冷酷热情间游走
被侵占所有还要笑着接受
我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我 而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众
我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑 只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨
因为我们都有错
推开苍白的手 推开苍白的厮守
管你有多么失措
别再叫我 心软是最致命的脆弱
我明明都懂却仍拼死效忠
我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我 而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众
我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑 只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨
因为我们都有错
如果有一天爱不再迷惑
足够去看清所有是非对错
直到那个时候 你在我的心中
将不再被歌颂 把你当作天后
不会再是我
Tuesday, February 08, 2011
Monday, January 31, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
救赎
夜深 听着情歌 让我都丢了魂
是太想念你 让我逐夜得到数 是太想念你
这一分钟 我的心里只有你 逐秒扩张 惦记你的滋味
爱你 超过了预期 愿和你溪水长流
心中充着思念 无数话语 但偏偏不知怎么说起
这一分钟 我只有你
欢乐时光 都短暂
幸福的距离 离我有如一万年
不想失去 但你以渐远 没有回头
生出双手 想要紧握 却只捉住你直奔大海的气息
独留我守在这热情的沙漠
忘了喊痛 忘了心碎
其实我心很很清楚 埃以模糊 给我中了这种踏入深渊的埋伏
天怎么让我的苦一再重复
是太想念你 让我逐夜得到数 是太想念你
这一分钟 我的心里只有你 逐秒扩张 惦记你的滋味
爱你 超过了预期 愿和你溪水长流
心中充着思念 无数话语 但偏偏不知怎么说起
这一分钟 我只有你
欢乐时光 都短暂
幸福的距离 离我有如一万年
不想失去 但你以渐远 没有回头
生出双手 想要紧握 却只捉住你直奔大海的气息
独留我守在这热情的沙漠
忘了喊痛 忘了心碎
其实我心很很清楚 埃以模糊 给我中了这种踏入深渊的埋伏
天怎么让我的苦一再重复
Monday, April 28, 2008
最近很忙
上一周和一些很久没联络的朋友谈起和问候，谢谢大家，
感谢mk，sy和cy的陪伴。至少msn也可以联络感情。。。我觉得辛福。
最近也忙着工作。。。芭里的天气好热。。。
工作完了就跑去睡叫。。。
不然就跑去钓鱼。。。
我在干吗？
总觉得自己能做得更好。。。
虽然没有两人的合照。。。
不过再过两天就可看见你了
24岁的我还是那么好强。。。那么怕受伤，那么执着。
感谢mk，sy和cy的陪伴。至少msn也可以联络感情。。。我觉得辛福。
最近也忙着工作。。。芭里的天气好热。。。
工作完了就跑去睡叫。。。
不然就跑去钓鱼。。。
我在干吗？
总觉得自己能做得更好。。。
虽然没有两人的合照。。。
不过再过两天就可看见你了
24岁的我还是那么好强。。。那么怕受伤，那么执着。
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Life, oh life
How are you goin to handle when there are problems?
Worst, you cant solve it?
Think thats bad, no one you can talk to?
Its evn harder when every aspect in life bothers you in one shot eh?
Fuck it.
Worst, you cant solve it?
Think thats bad, no one you can talk to?
Its evn harder when every aspect in life bothers you in one shot eh?
Fuck it.
Working Life
It bothers almost everyone , working life.
When you were put in management level,
When you now it could be better but things cannot be fixed,
How is it going to be?
When you were put into a position to assisit someone,
But things cannot be done,
Plus when there are some other aspects in life that bothers you,
But you know that you still need to work there and you can be a quitter.
Yeah, its irrtating, but i stil need to learn from it
When you were put in management level,
When you now it could be better but things cannot be fixed,
How is it going to be?
When you were put into a position to assisit someone,
But things cannot be done,
Plus when there are some other aspects in life that bothers you,
But you know that you still need to work there and you can be a quitter.
Yeah, its irrtating, but i stil need to learn from it
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
永远的回来,Back for good,
离开了一个人在澳大利亚所过的身活
回到马来西亚不惯的也只不过是千篇一律的交通(妈的,好赛哦!),和洁净度...
回到来,病了两次,都更细菌打上交道,呸呸呸!!!
基本上作者也没么好complain的,
交到的女友也好,
温柔,善解人意,知书达礼,还好"奸诈".
不行的是无伤大雅的把我形容为"含蓄"
和穿起高一点的高更鞋就会高过我.
更要补充的是我不会被人说我在
"追人的时候追,不追人的时候就不追,把她当成是游戏机斑的...".(anonymous,2007).
在一起两个月报13天了,我可以说我的选择没错.
重要的是要坦诚相待...
再过不久就会到沙巴工干,这会是我人身的第一大步......
离开了一个人在澳大利亚所过的身活
回到马来西亚不惯的也只不过是千篇一律的交通(妈的,好赛哦!),和洁净度...
回到来,病了两次,都更细菌打上交道,呸呸呸!!!
基本上作者也没么好complain的,
交到的女友也好,
温柔,善解人意,知书达礼,还好"奸诈".
不行的是无伤大雅的把我形容为"含蓄"
和穿起高一点的高更鞋就会高过我.
更要补充的是我不会被人说我在
"追人的时候追,不追人的时候就不追,把她当成是游戏机斑的...".(anonymous,2007).
在一起两个月报13天了,我可以说我的选择没错.
重要的是要坦诚相待...
再过不久就会到沙巴工干,这会是我人身的第一大步......
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Holiday Part 3
Man... Melbourne, is a very nice place , chilly weather but with heaps of anonying flies...... pissing me off.
Went to Phillip Island to see penguin.... then something ville for Aussie Wild Animals.
Most of the time been staying in my sister house for passign time...OMG. Did not even go to the city...
Aiya, sister okla, mom okla dad also ok. Nothing changed but my sister became so so so patient already, trying to make her angry and to get anonyed but very hard... i think the main reason is because i did not live together with her for more than 10 years... Her life is so boring for me, stay at home, need to 'drive' for hours before reaching her home...
Dad, still the same la... no comment, mom, still the same also but 'sickness' been increased, SUPER NAGGY, SUPER LONG WINDED, SUPER "ASK TOO MUCH QUESTIONS", super WANT FACE than me... Waliao eh...
If u said i am terrible, the only reason is because, i am a creation from my dad and my mom. 40% from my dad 15% from my mom and 45% from myself ha. So the biggest part of me is still from myself.
Yea, i got a job lined up, hope the pay is good... going into a oil palm estate to look see. Griffith also sien already, now omg. SABAH!!!!!
Gonna spend the rest of the days with my parents and some friends right after the depart.
WELL, gonna start doing an assignment now... helping a friend..... OMG. i told you , i am good at it. Beleive now? No resting time although i am a graduate now... : P.
To be continue....
Went to Phillip Island to see penguin.... then something ville for Aussie Wild Animals.
Most of the time been staying in my sister house for passign time...OMG. Did not even go to the city...
Aiya, sister okla, mom okla dad also ok. Nothing changed but my sister became so so so patient already, trying to make her angry and to get anonyed but very hard... i think the main reason is because i did not live together with her for more than 10 years... Her life is so boring for me, stay at home, need to 'drive' for hours before reaching her home...
Dad, still the same la... no comment, mom, still the same also but 'sickness' been increased, SUPER NAGGY, SUPER LONG WINDED, SUPER "ASK TOO MUCH QUESTIONS", super WANT FACE than me... Waliao eh...
If u said i am terrible, the only reason is because, i am a creation from my dad and my mom. 40% from my dad 15% from my mom and 45% from myself ha. So the biggest part of me is still from myself.
Yea, i got a job lined up, hope the pay is good... going into a oil palm estate to look see. Griffith also sien already, now omg. SABAH!!!!!
Gonna spend the rest of the days with my parents and some friends right after the depart.
WELL, gonna start doing an assignment now... helping a friend..... OMG. i told you , i am good at it. Beleive now? No resting time although i am a graduate now... : P.
To be continue....
Monday, December 03, 2007
HOLIDAY PART 2
Been there for a few days from Friday to Monday. OMFG those freaking sun burn. Only my arms thou it now looks kinda muscular already with those cutting lines :P.
Went down to Joshua's crib for a night before NAt came and pick us both up on the other day. Met Joshie mom, dad and his 2 cats, ha. Tasty meatloaf and yea i did not tasted any home cooked food for so freaking long already......
Half a carton of tooheys extra dry were bottom top by us on that night.
Waited for Nat for a while after breaky and that starts the journey. All aussie, just a freaking asian in the whole town, i looked like somerare-close-to-extinct species black hair dude lurking around the area. Look, got so fucking drunk again so crazy man...... then went to a 21 years old girls party and man......
On the other day we went to Lismore, purposely for YJC to see some aussie rockers style clubbing night club. Yea, been drinking so much these few days hey so freaking ad for health... yea, there were fights around. These is this bobo (aboroginal) fat, stinky dude trying to talk to us because Jessy was with us (an hot aussie girl) and another girl which i forgot her name. Man, pissing me off by saying something, after everyone left for drinks or toilet he came and try to pick up. Pissing off so i said this girl is with me so whats your problem, i will kill him hey that night since i was so drunk since he looks so fucking annonying while the girl is trying to pick on me :P.... damn it.
Went back to Nat's house after that and spent around 30 minutes to reach evans head for that day to do some fishing.
Not too bad, caught some whitehead, bream and Mitch got a big fella that look like a shark and sting ray till night....
well, anyway guys, got to watch some series again and you guys please have some fun for yourself since i got mine.
Went down to Joshua's crib for a night before NAt came and pick us both up on the other day. Met Joshie mom, dad and his 2 cats, ha. Tasty meatloaf and yea i did not tasted any home cooked food for so freaking long already......
Half a carton of tooheys extra dry were bottom top by us on that night.
Waited for Nat for a while after breaky and that starts the journey. All aussie, just a freaking asian in the whole town, i looked like somerare-close-to-extinct species black hair dude lurking around the area. Look, got so fucking drunk again so crazy man...... then went to a 21 years old girls party and man......
On the other day we went to Lismore, purposely for YJC to see some aussie rockers style clubbing night club. Yea, been drinking so much these few days hey so freaking ad for health... yea, there were fights around. These is this bobo (aboroginal) fat, stinky dude trying to talk to us because Jessy was with us (an hot aussie girl) and another girl which i forgot her name. Man, pissing me off by saying something, after everyone left for drinks or toilet he came and try to pick up. Pissing off so i said this girl is with me so whats your problem, i will kill him hey that night since i was so drunk since he looks so fucking annonying while the girl is trying to pick on me :P.... damn it.
Went back to Nat's house after that and spent around 30 minutes to reach evans head for that day to do some fishing.
Not too bad, caught some whitehead, bream and Mitch got a big fella that look like a shark and sting ray till night....
well, anyway guys, got to watch some series again and you guys please have some fun for yourself since i got mine.
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Oh My Lovely Dog
Tiger a Rottweilier AKA gal, ooi, *whistle*, come here, yuuuhoooo... Its getting old my dog... 5 years old. Wondering how long could he still live : )
(Kinda looks cute)
Avoiding my shot. He looks so sad... :(. BUt still looks cute man.
(Kinda looks cute)
Avoiding my shot. He looks so sad... :(. BUt still looks cute man.
Holiday Part 1
Been doing nothing productive after exams since 2 weeks ago. Going out everyday only, drinking, sleeping, watch DVDs that i got it from some chinese friends, playing CS all the time at Sunnybank and via LAN with mates from the flats and around the college. How my life would be? Could this be out of line man? OMG.
Have a few sms with dad, he said that i am not productive which i totally agreed. He asked what if i failed "IF" one of that particular subject, hows it gonna be? My exact reply was
(A Cassowary)
Been trying to get back on to my workkaholic schedule making money like last year's end of semester holiday (spent them all when special someone came over last year :/). Not going too smooth because friends moved out or went back home. Darn!! Spending money but not making money, how sad...(No money).
Been drinking so much recently. Beer, Bourbon, Rum, Scotch, Absinth, Tequila... OMG!! I am killing my liver cells everyday. But i enjoyed it so far as i wouldnt have much time for these after i got my arse back to Malaysia eh....??? Anyone want to drink with me?
Been watching a lot of series recently, Supernatural, House, Prison Break, 24, Grey's, Jap's Drama, all soft of stuff just to filled my time. OOI mate, i am still looking for a part time job, whoever wants to hire me, please do so.
(Prison Break)
Not feeling to good hey after the departured of some really close friends. A bit of missing them, spending some good time together doing shit, crazy stuff are what i am missing. This remind me of soemthing, its not childish but enjoying life depends on how you look at it, someone said its childish because we threw eggs on cars and on BK buildings, but it think its fun and better than sitting at home when with mates. Of course, i feel bad and guilty when my egg actually hit on the truck...
CS, besides eating, sleep, poo-ing, watching series and movies, playing this old school game is one of my passing time now. Trying to kill each other in the game and make fun of them... How nice?
Been really addicted to fishing recently after Josh brought us to the Port of Brisbane (place that i worked aswell).Caught some Bream there hey, just feel like going back there again to fish. Missing it and so keen on the next trip.
Ha, i feel like i am trying to update all the things at once in this post. Well, just feel like typing a lot of stuff now. So freaking boring. Its getting so bright at just 4.15 AM here in Brisssy.....
Been getting a lot of different genre songs from Stef, Jo and John and to tell you the truth, some are really nice, but some.. OMG, just to mentioned some songs' name. Hokkien songs and some old scool CNY songs we up as well. Freaking me off but its fun when some whites walks into my room an play it for them.
I browsed through a lot of potential employer websites on these few days hey. JTi, Maersk, PMI, BAT and more... wondering if i could gt my arse in there. But what is happening to them, all the jobs required experiences man. Does the employers expect all the people that work have 'sufficient' experience on everything? How subjecive man?
I am going down to Lismore if everything went right on next week. Particularly on one of my subject... Strategic Marketing Management. Kerri Khun this lecturer is making my life miserable. I could not enjoy to the max after the exam at all untill now... She is a good lecturer and pretty, was ONCE my motivation to go for her classes. But... these feelings were long gone man. They call it FADED.
Oh, was feeling so freaking lost and bad on the day, was so lucky to bump into 2 good mates from Japan. Have a really good chat with both of them and talked about many stuffs and got a lot of updates. Good luck for working in Tokyo with Maersk and good luck with getting into ... . just Ryo, if you happened to read this, do not forget the stuffs that said you are going to post to me.
(sorry mate posting up that pic, but you got what you deserved but still thanks for the chat hey)
Last but not least : All the best to my mates who are waiting for the results to be released
Have a few sms with dad, he said that i am not productive which i totally agreed. He asked what if i failed "IF" one of that particular subject, hows it gonna be? My exact reply was
"Nevermind la, treat it as a vacation for you and your darling and grandma "
(A Cassowary)
Been trying to get back on to my workkaholic schedule making money like last year's end of semester holiday (spent them all when special someone came over last year :/). Not going too smooth because friends moved out or went back home. Darn!! Spending money but not making money, how sad...(No money).
Been drinking so much recently. Beer, Bourbon, Rum, Scotch, Absinth, Tequila... OMG!! I am killing my liver cells everyday. But i enjoyed it so far as i wouldnt have much time for these after i got my arse back to Malaysia eh....??? Anyone want to drink with me?
Been watching a lot of series recently, Supernatural, House, Prison Break, 24, Grey's, Jap's Drama, all soft of stuff just to filled my time. OOI mate, i am still looking for a part time job, whoever wants to hire me, please do so.
(Prison Break)
Not feeling to good hey after the departured of some really close friends. A bit of missing them, spending some good time together doing shit, crazy stuff are what i am missing. This remind me of soemthing, its not childish but enjoying life depends on how you look at it, someone said its childish because we threw eggs on cars and on BK buildings, but it think its fun and better than sitting at home when with mates. Of course, i feel bad and guilty when my egg actually hit on the truck...
CS, besides eating, sleep, poo-ing, watching series and movies, playing this old school game is one of my passing time now. Trying to kill each other in the game and make fun of them... How nice?
Been really addicted to fishing recently after Josh brought us to the Port of Brisbane (place that i worked aswell).Caught some Bream there hey, just feel like going back there again to fish. Missing it and so keen on the next trip.
Ha, i feel like i am trying to update all the things at once in this post. Well, just feel like typing a lot of stuff now. So freaking boring. Its getting so bright at just 4.15 AM here in Brisssy.....
Been getting a lot of different genre songs from Stef, Jo and John and to tell you the truth, some are really nice, but some.. OMG, just to mentioned some songs' name. Hokkien songs and some old scool CNY songs we up as well. Freaking me off but its fun when some whites walks into my room an play it for them.
I browsed through a lot of potential employer websites on these few days hey. JTi, Maersk, PMI, BAT and more... wondering if i could gt my arse in there. But what is happening to them, all the jobs required experiences man. Does the employers expect all the people that work have 'sufficient' experience on everything? How subjecive man?
I am going down to Lismore if everything went right on next week. Particularly on one of my subject... Strategic Marketing Management. Kerri Khun this lecturer is making my life miserable. I could not enjoy to the max after the exam at all untill now... She is a good lecturer and pretty, was ONCE my motivation to go for her classes. But... these feelings were long gone man. They call it FADED.
Oh, was feeling so freaking lost and bad on the day, was so lucky to bump into 2 good mates from Japan. Have a really good chat with both of them and talked about many stuffs and got a lot of updates. Good luck for working in Tokyo with Maersk and good luck with getting into ... . just Ryo, if you happened to read this, do not forget the stuffs that said you are going to post to me.
(sorry mate posting up that pic, but you got what you deserved but still thanks for the chat hey)
Last but not least : All the best to my mates who are waiting for the results to be released
Friday, November 23, 2007
Friday, November 02, 2007
Fcuken Connection
Been out with internet connection for a week after reformatting. Getting frustrated and impatient growing... But today i fixed it. Got so excited man... holly.
我觉得，我好像开始对不懂事故的人失去耐性，
东西，是要双方面的，
情人是,朋友更是，
可能还小吧？
可是18岁时的我并不是那样，
我也应该把culture也放入考录。。。
多10天，就是我踏入现实的社会的时候，
反而没有设么特别的感觉。。。
老了！。。。
Recommendation
PC Game: Medal of Honour Airborne
Good Charlotte: Dance Floor Anthem
我觉得，我好像开始对不懂事故的人失去耐性，
东西，是要双方面的，
情人是,朋友更是，
可能还小吧？
可是18岁时的我并不是那样，
我也应该把culture也放入考录。。。
多10天，就是我踏入现实的社会的时候，
反而没有设么特别的感觉。。。
老了！。。。
Recommendation
PC Game: Medal of Honour Airborne
Good Charlotte: Dance Floor Anthem
Thursday, October 11, 2007
小朋友
Not an easy day looking at my fren suffering,
This is the 3rd day listening to his so "story",
I feel his pan although he said no,
But mate, if you are looking at this,
Although i doubt it, but mate
Give youself sometime, you need more time,
i know that you got hurt, so hurt by her,
Give yourself more time to recover.
However, today the main story is not this,but this：
有位小朋友生气了，
因为读者没有在他的blog留言，
原来如此，
可是小朋友不要这样嘛。。。
不留言不代表不关心哦
可是，哈。好可爱哦！！！
This is the 3rd day listening to his so "story",
I feel his pan although he said no,
But mate, if you are looking at this,
Although i doubt it, but mate
Give youself sometime, you need more time,
i know that you got hurt, so hurt by her,
Give yourself more time to recover.
However, today the main story is not this,but this：
有位小朋友生气了，
因为读者没有在他的blog留言，
原来如此，
可是小朋友不要这样嘛。。。
不留言不代表不关心哦
可是，哈。好可爱哦！！！
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
“Chia，帮帮我吧！
Ryo 不在了，只有你能帮我。
我是第一次，那么想念一个人，
我终于明白你的心情了。。。。。”
一个到了Sweden读书的朋友，
叫我帮他一个忙，
爱情？唉！
一个比我男人还大的男人，
竟然要我向他的女朋友说，
这个一星期来，他是那么的想念他，
他是那么的想念他；
只要他接他的电话。。。
都是我的错，我不应该那么大声的说话。。。
自己一个人再lab做assignment的时候，一个朋友所托的忙。。。
既然答应要做说客，
只有好好的干吧。
他还千交待，万交待。。。
Chia，如果你受了冷言冷语，
请不要离开。。。
帮我一个忙，只要他接我的电话就行了。
嗯，就帮你吧！
回想自己。。。
也不知要跑多久
未来的路，也都不确定，
什么是坚强？
看着镜里只剩自己，
所谓的永远，每次都好像很遥远，
说了一百遍我爱你，好像也还不够。。。
诺言，也好像有限期。
Ryo 不在了，只有你能帮我。
我是第一次，那么想念一个人，
我终于明白你的心情了。。。。。”
一个到了Sweden读书的朋友，
叫我帮他一个忙，
爱情？唉！
一个比我男人还大的男人，
竟然要我向他的女朋友说，
这个一星期来，他是那么的想念他，
他是那么的想念他；
只要他接他的电话。。。
都是我的错，我不应该那么大声的说话。。。
自己一个人再lab做assignment的时候，一个朋友所托的忙。。。
既然答应要做说客，
只有好好的干吧。
他还千交待，万交待。。。
Chia，如果你受了冷言冷语，
请不要离开。。。
帮我一个忙，只要他接我的电话就行了。
嗯，就帮你吧！
回想自己。。。
也不知要跑多久
未来的路，也都不确定，
什么是坚强？
看着镜里只剩自己，
所谓的永远，每次都好像很遥远，
说了一百遍我爱你，好像也还不够。。。
诺言，也好像有限期。
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
在The Warehouse 工作了一年多，
辛苦，厌了，累了。
讨厌要一早4点起来的感觉，
刚好圣诞要到了，工司提早进经单。
工作量提高，所以有了night shift…
这也好，反正需要到钱。
工资也比早班多3块钱，就这样给干上了。
和朋友共车一同到Port of Brisbane去，
工作时间漫长的，8个小时。。。
有如机器般的，
还要受人的气。。。
一眼的瞪回他！
辩驳我也懒得，
我呆在这狗不拉屎，鸟不生蛋的地方
不会多过3个月。
右手还没好，只要用力久了，会感到没力，
所以今天并没有平时的轻松，
吃力的。
工作完毕和另一个Japan朋友回家，
他的车竟然抛锚
要和同事接车Jump Start,
还好没有堵车，
20分钟就到了餐厅。。。
用了5分钟，狼吞虎咽办得就吃完了
就因为样，所以没有到KK。
朋友提醒我说是中秋节，
因为不关心，把什么都忘了，
同事也问我为什么要干到9点，
算了，也没人陪我吃团圆饭，那就晚点吧！
钱也多点
还好不是一个人吃晚餐，
和Kohhei一起也很好说话，
介绍他吃的晚餐也很满意。。。
希望家人朋友们都多吃点月饼吧。
也希望大家早点毕业把…
如果你们知道你们是谁。
前几天打电给Alfred这小子，
和他谈了，
马的，一点改变也没有。。。
还是和我谈回同样的话题。。。
一点新意都没。。。
晚了睡吧。。。
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“如果一件事情， 你总说自己没有错， 但心里却一直放不下，也许你心里还是在怀疑， 到底自己有没有做错。。”.
“我们会在意身边的人的说法，想法， 看法， 是因为我们不是自己一个人活在这个世界上。”
心里却一直放不下就只有一件事我放不下。。。
等等，
也都7788了。
是什么也不必谈。
有没有错，是从旁观者的角度不是我。
怀疑，在意，
也只是在还没肯定前。。。
做了决定后，很少后悔，
也学到不后悔。
会在意身边的人的说法，想法， 看法。 就让给我重视的人，
慢慢的探，
如果我的决定，
是可以让人摸透，
我就不是永佳了。
“p/s: 最后那一段。。 你好像是在自言自语。。 我看了两遍都kua boh~ 你写的时候，心情应该很烂吧。。不管怎样，希望你不会再有那天的坏心情咯。。”
措！
写时心情并不烂
而是有感而发。
老子很欣慰可以写得出如此佳作！
希望老子会有更多这样的感觉。
辛苦，厌了，累了。
讨厌要一早4点起来的感觉，
刚好圣诞要到了，工司提早进经单。
工作量提高，所以有了night shift…
这也好，反正需要到钱。
工资也比早班多3块钱，就这样给干上了。
和朋友共车一同到Port of Brisbane去，
工作时间漫长的，8个小时。。。
有如机器般的，
还要受人的气。。。
一眼的瞪回他！
辩驳我也懒得，
我呆在这狗不拉屎，鸟不生蛋的地方
不会多过3个月。
右手还没好，只要用力久了，会感到没力，
所以今天并没有平时的轻松，
吃力的。
工作完毕和另一个Japan朋友回家，
他的车竟然抛锚
要和同事接车Jump Start,
还好没有堵车，
20分钟就到了餐厅。。。
用了5分钟，狼吞虎咽办得就吃完了
就因为样，所以没有到KK。
朋友提醒我说是中秋节，
因为不关心，把什么都忘了，
同事也问我为什么要干到9点，
算了，也没人陪我吃团圆饭，那就晚点吧！
钱也多点
还好不是一个人吃晚餐，
和Kohhei一起也很好说话，
介绍他吃的晚餐也很满意。。。
希望家人朋友们都多吃点月饼吧。
也希望大家早点毕业把…
如果你们知道你们是谁。
前几天打电给Alfred这小子，
和他谈了，
马的，一点改变也没有。。。
还是和我谈回同样的话题。。。
一点新意都没。。。
晚了睡吧。。。
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
“如果一件事情， 你总说自己没有错， 但心里却一直放不下，也许你心里还是在怀疑， 到底自己有没有做错。。”.
“我们会在意身边的人的说法，想法， 看法， 是因为我们不是自己一个人活在这个世界上。”
心里却一直放不下就只有一件事我放不下。。。
等等，
也都7788了。
是什么也不必谈。
有没有错，是从旁观者的角度不是我。
怀疑，在意，
也只是在还没肯定前。。。
做了决定后，很少后悔，
也学到不后悔。
会在意身边的人的说法，想法， 看法。 就让给我重视的人，
慢慢的探，
如果我的决定，
是可以让人摸透，
我就不是永佳了。
“p/s: 最后那一段。。 你好像是在自言自语。。 我看了两遍都kua boh~ 你写的时候，心情应该很烂吧。。不管怎样，希望你不会再有那天的坏心情咯。。”
措！
写时心情并不烂
而是有感而发。
老子很欣慰可以写得出如此佳作！
希望老子会有更多这样的感觉。
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
I look at you, you bite your tongue
You don't know why or where I'm coming from
But in my head I'm close to you
We're in the rain still searching for the sun
You think that I want to run and hide
That I keep it all locked up inside but I just want you to find me
I'm not lost; not lost, just undiscovered
And when we're alone we are all the same as each other
You see the look that's on my face
You might think I'm out of place
I'm not lost, no, no, just undiscovered
Well the time it takes to know someone
It all can change before you know it's gone
So close your eyes and I feel the way I'm with you now
Believe there's nothing wrong
I'm not running, I'm not hiding
But if you dig a little deeper, you will find me
You don't know why or where I'm coming from
But in my head I'm close to you
We're in the rain still searching for the sun
You think that I want to run and hide
That I keep it all locked up inside but I just want you to find me
I'm not lost; not lost, just undiscovered
And when we're alone we are all the same as each other
You see the look that's on my face
You might think I'm out of place
I'm not lost, no, no, just undiscovered
Well the time it takes to know someone
It all can change before you know it's gone
So close your eyes and I feel the way I'm with you now
Believe there's nothing wrong
I'm not running, I'm not hiding
But if you dig a little deeper, you will find me
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